Ok this fic came to me after listing and watching the AMV " I wanna know
what love is" I just got this vid today 2-20-03 and I've been listening
to it nonstop since I got it. 20 times as of this moment I got it around 4
and it's 5.30 now. keke. I so recommend this to any yaoi fan. You can pick
it up here
{ } Anyway this is
another 4x3x4 fic, haven't done one since December. They are so my
fave!!!!. Any way I've kinda toke a break from Gundam Wing and worked on
Inuyasha. I'm thinking of dabbing in Yu-Gi-Oh! soon. But anyway this is a
lot like my other Gundam Wing work. As in it's based more on feeling then
sex. You want a sex fic then go read my buddy Hiro Yui or go review "Love
is a Two Way Dream" Ok here we go.
Warning: Yaoi, Shonen Ai, OOC, some sap/fluff whatever, possibly a Lime/Lemon warning if I'm asked or just feel like it, And the I Wrote It Warning.
I Want To Know What Love Is
Aishi-Cc
Quatre sighed softly to himself as he wondered around the dark house. It felt so lonely at night: it was even worst since Heero and Duo had left to take a vacation on Earth and Wufei had gotten a solo mission that would keep him away for almost a month, at lest that is what Sally had said. So here he was alone in the night looking for something he couldn't name. He stopped his aimless walking when he came to the largest of the dens. The curtains were drawn back allowing the pale moonlight to flood the room. The silvery light was a beautiful contrast to the golden light of the fire. He entered the room surprised the fire was burning.
He froze when he noticed Trowa sitting on the couch. He was clad in black tank top and a pair of his normally pale jeans. Quatre just stood there staring at him, watch the two contrasting light sources dance on his clothing and tan flesh. He was so entranced he jumped at the sound of an owl hooting. Trowa turned from his book and blinked at him. "It's only an owl Quatre." He smiled in amusement. "Why are you sneaking around so late anyway? Can sleep?" Quatre nodded blushing slightly embarrassed by the way he had been staring. Trowa stretched. "Would you like to sit down? I can move my feet."
Quatre nodded meekly as he walked up to him. Trowa watched as the firelight dance on Quatre's white shirt. "So what are you reading?" Quatre asked peering at the book in Trowa's hands. "Magic's Pawn." Trowa answered as he handed Quatre the book. Quatre looked at the long black haired white clad man. "Fantasy hun? Is it any good?" "Yeah. I think you'd like Van." "Oh and why is that?" Quatre asked as he rested his head on Trowa's bare shoulder. "Oh just because he needs a friend." Quatre blinked in surprise. "Like you?" Trowa chuckled. "No, I have a friend. I have you."
Quatre blushed again. "Oh stop it." "What? Ami I forbidden to complement you know little one?" Quatre rubbed his cheek against Trowa's shoulder. "No it's not that." "Oh then what?" "I only forbid you to complement me when I'm half asleep." He heard Trowa Chuckle again and smiled. "As you wish." Quatre lifted his head to look up at his partner and best friend. "Do you think Heero and Duo are having fun?" Trowa shrugged. "I don't see why not. Didn't Duo say something about stopping by Vegas?" Quatre nodded. "Yes?" He noticed Trowa's grin. "Why are you grinning like that?" "Maybe when you're older Quatre." Quatre frowned. "But I'm as old as you." "Perhaps, maybe not." Quatre lowered his eyes. "I'm sorry I keep forgetting..." He trailed off as Trowa lifted his chin. "Shhh...Don't keep beating yourself up over things you have no control over. Honestly Cat. Talking about my past isn't going to kill me." Quatre turned his eyes away. ~They may not hurt you but they hurt me.~ He thought sadly. "What is Cat?" Quatre turned to gaze into Trowa's worried eyes. "I..I'm just so tired all of a sudden. Don't worry I'm ok." Trowa nodded as he let go of Quatre's chin. Quatre returned his head to Trowa's shoulder. "Trowa why are you still up anyway? Can't sleep?" "Not really. I like this place at night." Quatre wrapped his arms around Trowa's. "I always thought it was lonely." "I'm used to being alone. I used to stand and stare at the stars for hours as a child on Earth. That's one of the few found memories I have of that place."
"I use to do that to. My father was always off some where, so I would sit in my room watching for him." He sighed. "My father and I never really got along. It was always work, work, work for him." He sniffed. "I miss him Trowa. I miss him so much." Trowa toke the sobbing boy into his arms. "I know Cat, I know." Quatre buried his face into Trowa's chest. "How many people have we done this to? How many fathers, brothers, friends did we take away from people? What have we become?" Quatre sobbed as he dug his fingers into the folds of Trowa's shirt. "I can't answer you Cat. Wars are evil things. They caused us pain and we repaid them a hundred times over and that only brings us more pain then we had."
Quatre raised his tear-streaked face. "You feel bad about their deaths to?!" "To tell you the truth I've never cared much for humanity. Growing up like I did will do that to you, but it does hurt to see you so sad. You did what you had to do. What you thought was best. If we hadn't done what we had the war could still be going on and even more would die. All in all I say we've become what we were meant to be." "And what is that?" "Friends. Most of the people we killed were evil. Remember what Duo said about his home colony?" "Yes?" "Don't feel too bad about killing people like that ok? Feel sad but don't beat yourself up." Quatre nodded. "It just hurts." "I know Cat." Quatre leaned against Trowa." Cat?" "Just let me stay like this? I don't want to be alone right now." Trowa wrapped his arms around Quatre. "Then you won't be small one." He whispered as he rested his head on Quatre's and closed his eyes.
Ok well that's it for now. 10 reviews will get an update. Don't forget to go download the AMV. Like "Like Glass" a pilot starts to come to terms with what he has done, what he has become, and how to deal with it. Personally I like how the first part came out. Chapter 2 will be longer and pick up in the morning. This fic will be very dark at times so be ready for it. I'm also planning on adding a little bit of the Whole 2X1X2 part of the fic. If you want a lot of those two then you will have to ask. For all of you 2X3 fans I'll get another one up soon. Plus with just 8 more reviews I'll start the sequel to "Death and Silence" Well I'm Outy.
The one, the hopefully only,
Aishi-Cc
Warning: Yaoi, Shonen Ai, OOC, some sap/fluff whatever, possibly a Lime/Lemon warning if I'm asked or just feel like it, And the I Wrote It Warning.
I Want To Know What Love Is
Aishi-Cc
Quatre sighed softly to himself as he wondered around the dark house. It felt so lonely at night: it was even worst since Heero and Duo had left to take a vacation on Earth and Wufei had gotten a solo mission that would keep him away for almost a month, at lest that is what Sally had said. So here he was alone in the night looking for something he couldn't name. He stopped his aimless walking when he came to the largest of the dens. The curtains were drawn back allowing the pale moonlight to flood the room. The silvery light was a beautiful contrast to the golden light of the fire. He entered the room surprised the fire was burning.
He froze when he noticed Trowa sitting on the couch. He was clad in black tank top and a pair of his normally pale jeans. Quatre just stood there staring at him, watch the two contrasting light sources dance on his clothing and tan flesh. He was so entranced he jumped at the sound of an owl hooting. Trowa turned from his book and blinked at him. "It's only an owl Quatre." He smiled in amusement. "Why are you sneaking around so late anyway? Can sleep?" Quatre nodded blushing slightly embarrassed by the way he had been staring. Trowa stretched. "Would you like to sit down? I can move my feet."
Quatre nodded meekly as he walked up to him. Trowa watched as the firelight dance on Quatre's white shirt. "So what are you reading?" Quatre asked peering at the book in Trowa's hands. "Magic's Pawn." Trowa answered as he handed Quatre the book. Quatre looked at the long black haired white clad man. "Fantasy hun? Is it any good?" "Yeah. I think you'd like Van." "Oh and why is that?" Quatre asked as he rested his head on Trowa's bare shoulder. "Oh just because he needs a friend." Quatre blinked in surprise. "Like you?" Trowa chuckled. "No, I have a friend. I have you."
Quatre blushed again. "Oh stop it." "What? Ami I forbidden to complement you know little one?" Quatre rubbed his cheek against Trowa's shoulder. "No it's not that." "Oh then what?" "I only forbid you to complement me when I'm half asleep." He heard Trowa Chuckle again and smiled. "As you wish." Quatre lifted his head to look up at his partner and best friend. "Do you think Heero and Duo are having fun?" Trowa shrugged. "I don't see why not. Didn't Duo say something about stopping by Vegas?" Quatre nodded. "Yes?" He noticed Trowa's grin. "Why are you grinning like that?" "Maybe when you're older Quatre." Quatre frowned. "But I'm as old as you." "Perhaps, maybe not." Quatre lowered his eyes. "I'm sorry I keep forgetting..." He trailed off as Trowa lifted his chin. "Shhh...Don't keep beating yourself up over things you have no control over. Honestly Cat. Talking about my past isn't going to kill me." Quatre turned his eyes away. ~They may not hurt you but they hurt me.~ He thought sadly. "What is Cat?" Quatre turned to gaze into Trowa's worried eyes. "I..I'm just so tired all of a sudden. Don't worry I'm ok." Trowa nodded as he let go of Quatre's chin. Quatre returned his head to Trowa's shoulder. "Trowa why are you still up anyway? Can't sleep?" "Not really. I like this place at night." Quatre wrapped his arms around Trowa's. "I always thought it was lonely." "I'm used to being alone. I used to stand and stare at the stars for hours as a child on Earth. That's one of the few found memories I have of that place."
"I use to do that to. My father was always off some where, so I would sit in my room watching for him." He sighed. "My father and I never really got along. It was always work, work, work for him." He sniffed. "I miss him Trowa. I miss him so much." Trowa toke the sobbing boy into his arms. "I know Cat, I know." Quatre buried his face into Trowa's chest. "How many people have we done this to? How many fathers, brothers, friends did we take away from people? What have we become?" Quatre sobbed as he dug his fingers into the folds of Trowa's shirt. "I can't answer you Cat. Wars are evil things. They caused us pain and we repaid them a hundred times over and that only brings us more pain then we had."
Quatre raised his tear-streaked face. "You feel bad about their deaths to?!" "To tell you the truth I've never cared much for humanity. Growing up like I did will do that to you, but it does hurt to see you so sad. You did what you had to do. What you thought was best. If we hadn't done what we had the war could still be going on and even more would die. All in all I say we've become what we were meant to be." "And what is that?" "Friends. Most of the people we killed were evil. Remember what Duo said about his home colony?" "Yes?" "Don't feel too bad about killing people like that ok? Feel sad but don't beat yourself up." Quatre nodded. "It just hurts." "I know Cat." Quatre leaned against Trowa." Cat?" "Just let me stay like this? I don't want to be alone right now." Trowa wrapped his arms around Quatre. "Then you won't be small one." He whispered as he rested his head on Quatre's and closed his eyes.
Ok well that's it for now. 10 reviews will get an update. Don't forget to go download the AMV. Like "Like Glass" a pilot starts to come to terms with what he has done, what he has become, and how to deal with it. Personally I like how the first part came out. Chapter 2 will be longer and pick up in the morning. This fic will be very dark at times so be ready for it. I'm also planning on adding a little bit of the Whole 2X1X2 part of the fic. If you want a lot of those two then you will have to ask. For all of you 2X3 fans I'll get another one up soon. Plus with just 8 more reviews I'll start the sequel to "Death and Silence" Well I'm Outy.
The one, the hopefully only,
Aishi-Cc