My Own Miracle

by RaeWrites

Gamzee and Tavros have always been really close. Entering college they discovered that they had been assigned as roommates in one dorm, and quickly after Tavros discovered feelings for Gamzee, as Gamzee confessed his obvious feelings for Tavros. As they live together in their dorm events unfold that change both them, and their relationship.

"Fuck…" The sun was beaming down right onto my eyes. My head was pounding with the worst hangover I've ever had in all of my 23 years of living on this motherfucking miraculous-ass planet, but at the moment, I wasn't really all up and enjoying it.

Trying to ease the pounds racking my skull, I let my hand rest on the top of my forehead, trying to avoid the retched-mess that sits on my head that one might call hair. As I slowly woke up, I became much more aware of my surrounds. I opened one eye, and not surprisingly the sheer brightness of the sunlight in the room made me close that motherfucker right back up again. Groaning a bit I opened it once again, squinting to let it adjust to the light, I made out familiar shapes. The closet filled with shit and a pile of old bicycle horns that I was so keen on 'acquiring' when I was younger, was where it was supposed to be. Adjacent to that was the door to the bedroom, on it there were pictures of me and my friends from way back in the days of scissors and paper-crafts to the days of ditching first period and having shitty ass cafeteria food. There was shit all over the floor just like there usually was and that was a little comforting. The bed. I was on the bed, I could feel the familiar feel of the sheets under my fingertips, hands, arms… but something was missing… something important. The area next to me was vacant, only filled with my right arm and leg, spread over the sheets like usual. Only there was something missing. The little miracle that filled my rather dull motherfucking existence ever since grade school, Tavros Nitram-my boyfriend, wasn't where he would normally be. He should be underneath my arm, cuddled up to my chest, that way I can all up and enjoy that motherfucker's miraculous presence. I frowned to myself as my arms and hands searched the bed. It wasn't that hard to reach the corners of the bed, considering I'm one lanky-ass motherfucker. In grade school I was the shortest out of all of my friends. I was like that until around the time I turned 14. I shot up like a weed and now I'm one of the tallest out of my friends. My friend Equius is probably the tallest, then I am and after me is my friend Eridan. Tavbro is nearly a motherfucking foot shorter than I am, but that shit just makes it easier to cuddle him. Fuck I really wanted him right now, the pounding in my head wouldn't cease. I turned my head to face the right and confirmed with my eyes that he wasn't there. It was then that I finally lifted myself off of the bed and sat upright, rubbing my face and eyes with my hand. I stretched a bit, feeling and hearing my back, shoulders and neck crack. I usually cracked like that all the time considering how motherfucking flexible I am. I mean my best motherfucking invertabro in the whole motherfucking world, Karkat always told me that (besides from being annoying and idiotic as hell) that I was a "fucking contortionist that couldn't tell a piss-fucking horse from a jackass". I stood up then and sauntered into the living room, holding my forehead in my hands as it was racked with pain. I looked up and around the room. Finally my eyes set down on him, and his eyes were looking up at mine, a sad almost angry look set deep within the beautiful russet color.

"Tav?" I said confused. My only response was a stubborn turn of the head to face the other direction.

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