Mikan's P.O.V

Hello, my name is Mikan Sakura. The story im about to tell you is the truth, and nothing but. Im not exaggerating, and im not spinning a web of lies. I want you all to know the truth. And really I should apologize that it took me this long to tell it.

My life used to be something right out fairytale. Even though I had my trails, even if I had been locked up, fought in a war, and torn away from those I loved, everything turned out alright. I found the love of my life, Natsume Hyuuga. I learned what extents love and friendship will push you too. I learned what it was to be truly selfless. And I seemed to be rewarded with a happy ending.

Then one day everything changed.

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flashback

I woke up and slowly opened my eyes to see the chest of my boyfriend. I smiled when I saw that he was still soundly asleep, and carefully got out of bed. I pulled one of his shirts on, and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. I was shoveling the food onto the plates, when I heard a sound behind me. Natsume wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder.

"Good morning love," I coo to him as I kiss his cheek. He grumbles and buries his face in my neck.

"Do you want some breakfast?" I ask, already knowing the answer. He grabs his plate and sits down, shoveling food in his mouth.

"Hungry?" I ask as I sit down with my own plate, giggling.

"Certain…activities wore me out," he said as he smirks at me. I giggle and blush and start eating.

We get dressed and ready for school and leave the comfort of our home to go to class. Natsume and I sit down at our seats and he put his manga on his face and falls fast asleep with my hand in his.

"FREE PERIOD!" yells Narumi and he runs out of the room. I take the manga off of Natsume's face and he glares at me.

"I am going to go back to the dorm so that I can grab my math homework that I was trying to do before you distracted me last night," I say. He nods his head and gets up to leave too.

"I am going to go get a pop, polka, want something?" he asks.

"Coffee, please," I say as I kiss him on the cheek and run back to the dorms.

"Where in the world did I put it?" I ask myself as I tear apart our room to try to find it. I take out my pink phone and call Natsume, but I only get his voicemail.

'Oh well, I guess I have to go ask him,' I think to myself as I run back towards the classroom. I poke my head in and don't see Natsume.

"Hotaruuuuuu! Where is Natsume!" I yell.

"Shut up, stupid!" says Hotaru as she tries to hit me with her infamous Baka gun.

"Have you seen him?" I whine.

"NO!" she yell. Why is she so angry? I didn't do anything wrong. Huh, well she must be tired.

I walk down the halls looking for him, aimlessly of course. I see Tsubasa and Misaki walking and run over to them.

"Tsubasa! Misaki! Have you seen Natsume?" I ask. The glare at me for some reason.

"Duh, he is under the Sakura tree," scoffs Misaki.

"Oh, um, well, thank you, I guess," I say as I scratch my head. Why was I getting the cold shoulder. I don't think that I did anything wrong…I need to talk to Natsume about this. I skip over to the Sakura tree but what I see stops me dead in my tracks. There was my boyfriend, sitting under a tree with his tongue shoved down the throat of Luna. I could feel my heart shatter as I choked on my tears. They didn't see me. They were too involved in what they were doing. I just turned around and walked away.

I made my way back to the classroom, wanting nothing more then to pour my heart out to my best friend, but I heard voices from behind the closed door. I wiped my tears and leaned against the wall, not wanting to ease drop or interrupt. I tried to compose myself.

"I cant stand her. After all we went through, we all suffer physical injuries or emotional scars and she is perfectly fine! It makes me sick!" yells Koko.

"I cant sleep at night because of nightmares." says Tsubasa.

"I have to go to therapy," says Misaki and Anna nods.

"I cant ever fully recover from my burns on my hand from having to make weapons to help her." says Nonoko.

"She doesn't know how hard life really is," says Hotaru.

"She is just a hindrance," says Ruka.

I can believe it. I should have know that it was too good to be true. They don't understand me…and I guess they never did. My boyfriend cheated on me. What happened to forever. My friends betray me. They don't understand. Hope is lost. Its time to give up…

I walk to the forest, and then start to sprint, not really knowing where im going. I just need to run. I need to get away from this place. I need to be someplace new. I don't care where it is, and I don't care how long. I no longer have anything holding me back.

"Why so heart broken?" asks a voice behind me. I turn around and see Persona leaning against a tree with his arms crossed.

"No one wants me here. Just kill me. Just put me out of my misery," I cry as I fall to my knees.

"I can make it all better. I can give you another chance. You can change. All you have to do is admit that you have SEC to the principle. Then everything will be alright," he says to me.

I don't want that. I just want everything to fix itself. I just want to pretend that none of it happened. I just don't want it to be true.

I close my eyes. Nothing can go back to the way that it is. They hurt you! He cheated on you! Then the ultimate truth came crashing in like a giant wave. They never loved you….

"Just make it all go away," I whisper.

He gives me an evil grin.

"Welcome to hell," he says to me. He grabs me by the wrist and drags me over to a hut. There he sits me down and ties me to a chair. He pulls up the sleeve to my right arm and grabs a metal rod out of the fireplace, the end of it red from the heat of the crackling fire.

"No," I whimper as he gets closer to me.

"NO!" I say louder.

"Don't squirm, Kitten, and the pain will be over soon. We don't want to do this twice, now do we?" he ask. I immediately stop struggling and keep my eyes shut. Then, I feel and excruciating pain on my arm that causes me to cry out. The smell of burning flesh penetrates my nose, making me nauseous. The pain… its just to much and my world goes completely black.

End of flashback.

I woke up in a big, dark room on a comfortable bed. My arm throbbed, my head throbbed, and worst of all, by heart so much that it was hard to breath.

"Good morning, Kitten, welcome to your final resting place and ultimate hell." says Persona as he materialized out of the shadows.

I just stare at him with a blank expression on my face.

"Where am I?" I ask.

"Far away from home. While you were unconscious, we gave you some sleeping pills and so you didn't know where you were going or more, how to escape. This is an undiscoved island that Alice owns." he says to me. I nod my head.

"You are going to regret this," he said to me quietly.

"No, I don't think I will. I would have to pretend everyday that I was oblivious and that everything was alright, while they had bad thoughts about me and my boyfriend enjoyed shoving his tongue down another girls throat. Maybe even more then that," I say, my voice cracking. I tried to hold in my tears.

"Cry. Just let every ounce of sadness out, then swear to yourself that you wont cry again. Ever. Alright?" he asks. He heads toward the door and looks back one more time.

"I expect to see you up tomorrow morning. Don't disappoint me," he says. Then he leaves.

Im far away from home. No one loves me. Im turning myself into a monster. Yes, that is what I need. I just need to let myself bawl. It was well deserved. I cried for everything that had happened and was going to happen. I cried until sleep took over me again.

The next morning, I woke up and immediately ran to the toilet. I don't know the last item I ate, but I puked up the contents of my stomach. When I tried to stand I fell back down to my knees. I just didn't feel very good. My back hurt, my feet felt kind of swollen, I was hungry but felt nauseous. Wow, I sounded pregnant. Wait…

For a second, my heart stopped. Could I be pregnant? Was there a chance that I had Natsume's child in my stomach? The thought made me want to jump up and down, but at the same time cry and throw a fit. I don't WANT his baby. Because he didn't WANT his child. Well, I wouldn't know that. If he cheated on me I just assumed.

I put my hand on my stomach, wondering if I really do have his Kid in my stomach. What will I do if im pregnant? Im at one of the most dangerous schools in the world, and that's no place to raise a child…

What am I going to do…..?

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I shouldn't start this, trust me I know…but I wanted to. Thank you for reading and feel free to give me suggestions and tell me your opinion! Thank you to all those supporting me! Plus this chapter is very short! I will make them longer. If you don't want this story deleted I would recommend doing something or it will be deleted! Bye for now!