Before I start I would like to remind you I am new to using fan fic apps so if they have mistakes feel free to tell me as it would be appreciated. Katy xx
I woke up with my hair in my face and the glare of the morning sun peaking through a gap in the curtains. I stared up at the ceiling for a while before sitting up and walking over to my mirror. I looked myself in the eye and told myself " Don't trust anyone ."
I knew I had to get over the heartbreak eventually, but the fear of trusting someone, letting them into my life, scared me. I couldn't get away from the fear of being broken, of having the pain of losing everyone that loved me. Why would anyone love me? I'm a mess no-one can fix me...
I heard a faint noise in the background that got louder and louder until I became aware of my surroundings. I quickly shut off my alarm and returned to my bed. I looked at the crumpled sheets and remembered the times when I would hug her as we sat together in my room. I hesitantly shook off the thought and began remaking the bed but couldn't help but think what it would have been like if I never found out about the rumours or the thing she was doing.
Would we have stayed together? Would we have been happy? My eyes began to well up at the thought, and crystal like tears began running down my cheeks. I wiped them away before anyone saw me and held it inside. I got dressed into my uniform, brushed my teeth and had I bite or two of my breakfast before heading off to school. All this time I had her on my mind but decided to ingnore the thoughts and carry on. Why should I waste my tears on her? She broke my heart and now I'm desperate to be with her?! "Pull yourself together Evelyn" I thought to myself.
As I entered through the school doors I heard my friends shout my name
"Evellyyyyyynnnn!!!"
I rolled my eyes as they ran towards me like they hadn't seen me in years. "Guys it's been 2 days!"
"It feels like forever though!" said one of my friends (Ella)
I laughed it off as me, Ella and Sophie walked to form.
Ella is the oldest out of all of us (we are all in year 11). She is 16, I was born 2 month before her, in February, and Sophie is 15.
Sophie has been known to get all the boys and she is the prettiest after all. She doesn't boast about her beauty and I guess that's why they like her. Ella is more of a sport type of girl and has been known in our town for her masses of trophies that she has won during many years. She has also been offered a place in the Olympics, but wants to wait until she is 20 so she can give a good answer. Me, however, I'm known for my bad attitude and absolutely terrible grades. It's why I keep my emotions held away. I don't want people to see my vulnerable side, it's a sign of weakness that only my parents and my closest friends have seen. I am out of the closet but no one dares tries mocking me or anyone else because they know I won't keep quiet.
As we sat at our chairs, our form tutor (Mrs Riggs) began telling us about this new student. She was transferred over because of business reasons and she would be coming in in a couple of minutes after some forms and agreements were met. I waited patiently which I never usually do, usually I would just skip as this wasn't important to me, but I stayed and barely spoke. Minutes later, the door opened and a girl with auburn hair and bright blue eyes walked into the room. She said "Hi I am Destiny. I moved here because of a business trip and I hope we can all be friends!"
I felt my face get hot and I heard whistles coming from the boys at the back of the class. The teacher told her to sit in a free spot. She began walking over to me and I felt my heart racing. She sat down and said "Hi! What's your name?"
"Evelyn, it's nice to meet you!"