I DO NOT OWN INSTANT STAR OR ANYTHING THAT INVOLVES IT! I DO NOT OWN ANY SONGS USED EITHER. PLEASE DON'T SUE!!!

That is it. My life is over. I have nothing new I can do and I am bored out of my mind. This is it. There is nothing more. Why is it so hard for me to actually get a life? I am 19 years old, no boyfriend and always the third wheel. Well this needs to change and it needs to change soon! Okay so it is not as easy as saying it but gosh why does it have to be so hard? Well I better get ready; of course I am going out with my best friends Jamie and Kat, who is dating, third wheel anyone? Apparently I need to get out and have some fun so we are all going out to a club to go dancing! Yeah more fun, not. I do not think I am a good dancer but everyone else insists that I am. I would rather sit at home and strum my guitar writing beautiful lyrics about my life. Oh well I guess a little fun won't hurt that bad! Maybe I can find some cute guy to make out with, who knows.

Okay so its 8 o'clock and they are thirty minutes late. Sadie, my sister will probably be home in about twenty minutes and I was hoping to get out before she got here so I wouldn't have to do re-wardrobe because I am not dressed for a club. She is so weird sometimes but I love her. We share an apartment together because we were ready to get from under our parents watchful eyes as soon as I turned 18. She is the best. She is three years older than me but stayed put at home until I turned 18 so we could move out together. We figured if we went out on our own together it would be easier to transitions and we could count on each other and not worry about bills not being paid or anything. Knowing Sadie she will be going out tonight with her boyfriend Kwest. I've only met him a few times but he seems like a really great guy. Apparently he is in the music business as a producer but is really sweet and caring. I am happy for Sadie I really am.

There is a knock on the door good finally they are here. I go to open the door, and of course I trip over the side table by the door. "Hold on guys!" I call out so they would stop knocking. I finally make it to the door and open it to a much frazzled looking Kwest. "Oh, Kwest." I said a little disappointed. "Well sorry to disappoint you, but is Sadie here I really need to talk to her." "Sorry, no, she should be home soon she called earlier and said that she was working late tonight." "Oh okay, well do you mind if I wait here for her." "Um sure, I am waiting for my friends to get here so we can go out but we can wait here until Sadie gets here. Is everything alright?" "Uh yeah its just I have to go out on business this weekends and we were suppose to be going off this weekend to the beach and I feel really bad about it. She was really looking forwards to it." He seemed really upset so I decided it would be best to make him feel better. "Don't worry she will completely understand, plus you can always make it up to her. She is very understanding and she cares deeply for you, she can't keep a smile off her face." With this he got a very big smile on his face and seemed to relax.

There was another knock on the door and I went to answer it. "Jamie, Kat finally I thought you were never going to get here." "Oh sorry we kinda…uh… yeah….um were here now." I could tell by the way Jamie was stumbling on words and the red face Kat had that they were late because of unseen "things" happening. I shivered not wanting any images in my head. Kat noticed and spoke up, "So um are you ready." "Well we need to stay here for a few minutes because Kwest is here waiting for Sadie to get back." "That's fine the club is open all night!" Kat sounded really excited about this and I couldn't help but to become a little happier to be going out. I motioned for Jamie and Kat to follow me to the living room. When we got in there we all sat down and started talking about anything and everything. "So I here you are in the music business producing some big hotshots." Kat said very excited. Jamie just looked at her and smiled. I knew that smile, he was happy because the one thing that we three shared deeply was the love for music. Kat had just recently found how much she loved it and she decided she wanted to design clothes for the hotshots of the music business. Jamie wanted to manage great bands and singers. I, well, I wanted to be a great Rock Star. "Um yeah, I produce a band called Living it Up, the singer Molly Tist, and another band called Momentary Relapse." "I love Momentary Relapse." I squealed not really being able to hold my excitement in much longer. "Ah, Sadie said you were a big fan of them. I thought she was exaggerating when she told me about how much you adored them." "Oh my gosh they are one of the best bands there is who couldn't love them?" Okay so I was a little obsessed with them. I have gone to all there local concerts, have posters all around my room, and own all three of their CD's. "Well I guess that means you three would love to come to the studio and meet them huh?" Kwest said with a smile on his face. Well Sadie I love you because your boyfriend is freakin' awesome. "We would love to, Oh my Gosh, right guys." "Yes!" They both screamed at the same time. I knew they weren't big fans like I am but they are very excited about going to a real studio.

All the talking we were doing we didn't notice that time fly by and it had been about 45 minutes. I heard the door rattling open and then Sadie's voice, "Jude, I'm home I figured you would be gone by now?" "Sadie I would be but someone is here…" Sadie came around the corner and saw Kwest. She immediately jumped into his arms. "Kwest." She squealed. "waiting for you." I said finishing my sentence with a smile. " Oh I'm sorry you should have called I would have came faster so you could have left." I hated when she did that. She apologizes about everything even if I don't mind it. "Don't worry I got to know Kwest here a little better and he said that he will take us to the studio to meet Momentary Relapse next week!" I said the last part jumping up and down. "Well, well is my boyfriend now spoiling my little sis trying to get in with the family now?" Sadie giggling asked Kwest. "Ah you know anything for fans, and my girl, which includes her family." "You are so sweet." Sadie pulls Kwest into a kiss and we take that as our cue to leave. "Okay I will be home late tonight don't wait up, I see you won't be lonely." I smirked at the last part. We left out the door and went and got into Jamie's Z28 Camero. I may be a girl but I and Jamie fixed this bad boy up together after we found it in a car dump one summer and we instantly fell in love with it.

"Okay so which club are we hittin' tonight?" I'm so excited and I'm determined that tonight will be loads of fun. "We are going to Vibrant Loses! It is that new club that opened last month. I heard it was all the rage and everyone who is anyone has been there." Jamie exclaimed. "Oh so if it is so great how do you intend for us to get in there easily without waiting forever!" I was starting to be a bit bummed out. "Oh well, you know my cousin Tasha works there and she put our names on the exclusive VIP list so we just walk up to the bouncer, give our names and we are in!" Kat is the best gosh. "YAY" I scream happy that tonight would be so much fun.