Author's Note: This is inspired by the song Goner by Twenty One Pilots. This songs speaks a lot to me and is one of the songs i would use to describe myself. Also Warning, this does contain suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, abuse, and other mature details that can trigger a person. Thanks :)
Another day means another painless beating...accoarding to Keith Kogane at least. After the past years of dealing with his drunk father and his verbal and physical abuse, Keith has gotten use to it. Everyday after school, he would always find something against Keith and weigh him down. Keith would try to find ways out of the house, but would always be brought back to be hit and kicked around like a ragdoll. Keith has always tried to find ways to take his life but none were successful. He was limited to food, clothes and other items he needed to function. He had no one to fall back on for help or support. He had no friends and didn't get the chance to see family. He wishes he was saved and dead at the same time. He walked into the house not setting anything down and was prepaired to be beaten. "KEITH!" his father stormed into the mud entry way of the house. "YOU, KITCHEN NOW!" he grabbed the boy by the collar and basically dragged him into the kitchen with no regrets. "YOU SEE THIS?!" he opened the fridge and opened up a drawer which usually contained his alchohol. "Yes..." Keith whispered. "GET TO THE STORE AND GET ME MORE NOW BOY!" he pushed him out of the kitchen. Keith fell to the ground and tried to get up but was unable to. "DAMNIT BOY GET UP!" he kicked him straight in the back. Keith whinced in pain and got himself to his knees and finally picked himself up. He left and ran to the bridge near by to rest for a minute. He thought for a minute, 'i can't do it much longer...' he stood up a looked down the bridge. he whispered to himself. "I'm a goner..." and started to stand on the bridge ledge. "...somebody catch my breath.." tears prickled from his eyes "..though i'm weak.." He sighed through his tears. "...and beaten down.." He was about to let himself fall. "...don't let me be gone.." he screamed, "DON'T LET ME BE!" and let himself fall. He felt himself falling until he felt someone hold onto him. Wait was he even falling..? He felt himself fall though. Then the world went black.