Disclaimer: Do not own, not the song, the idea, or Supernatural. This was from the challenge issued by 67impalalover. I will accept other challenges as well!
Possible slight spoliers for all seasons.
Fic in regular, song lyrics Knockin on Heaven's Door, is in italics.
Knocking on Heaven's Door
Sam wanted to be normal so badly, he blanked out the rest of what the world was trying to tell him.
Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
His mom had sold his sold for him, ten years before he was born; it just took a long time to collect. He could not use what he never really had.
It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.
Dean had always been there for him, and Dean sold his own innocent soul for him. When Dean died, he got off on the wrong path completely and became surrounded in the darkness.
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Heaven would never take him. Between his mom selling his soul before birth, the YED feeding him his own blood after birth, and himself drinking the demon Ruby's blood after Dean's death, he has no hope. Heaven will never take someone like him.
Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
Sam had seen and been through more than almost anyone had in their lifetime, and he was only 26. He had tried to give up hunting twice now, only to return twice.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.
Every since the Devil's Gates had opened and the black cloud of demons had escaped, things had went for the worse. Now, Lucifer had risen and told him what he had already suspected, and now he knows; Heaven will never accept him, for he is Lucifer's vessel, and Lucifer was thrown from Heaven, into Hell.
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
He will never enter Heaven to be with his Mom, Dad, or Jess, and once Dean is gone again (this time ). He will continue to try to right his wrongs. He will fight the fight until he dies. Then he will knock on Heaven's door, but that door will never open.
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
---END---
Please review and let me know what you think!