I do not own Mobile Fighter G Gundam or the caherecters from the show

Alone

Domon's POV, Domon's Thoughts

I am lost and confused. Just one day ago I had the chance to save Rain but I failed. When I got to her it was to late. She was to consumed by the darkness.
If only I had been faster and not slow to go save her Rain would still be with me. When I found out that she had left with her father I should have went after her. Like the fool I am I let her go and when I did decide to go it was to late. After I defeated the Dark Gundam I picked her body up and carried it back to earth. Everyone treied to comfort me but I just wanted to be alone. I did not know were else to go so I came back to the Guyana Highlands and buried her here.

Over the past year I have become reliant on Rain. Now that she is gone I do not know what to do. The woman of my life my childhood freind my Rain is gone.
I wish that I had told her how I felt the morning of the battle royal. Maybe then she would have stayed. Why didnt I just tell her how I felt. Now I will never get the chance. Even though she is gone I will still love her always and forever.

Three weeks have passed since that day. It has not got any easier each day that goes by it seems a little harder if anything. Chibodee came by the other day to talk with me about it but I am not ready to talk about it yet. I respect George for understanding that I want space from everyone. He place a rose at her grave. When Argo and Sai came they seemed upset that I did not want to talk but I can not deal with anyone yet. Because my father built the Dark Gundam I have not even considered speaking to him yet. The person I have the grudge against is Ulube. But he is dead and there is nothing I can do to him. Alenby came by and she does not seem to understand that I have no feelings for her I will always love Rain and Rain only even if she is gone.

It hase been a month since she has died. I find myself constantly tinking about her. I have no idea of how to handle this. I am so lost and confused without her.
One thing is for sure though. I will never get close to anyone again. It seems that anyone and everyone who gets close to me suffers a tragic fate. My mother got shot trying to defeand my brother. I had to kill my brother and my master. Now the love of my life is dead. Anyone and everyone who gets close to me dies. I am the shell of a broken man. I will spend the rest of my days wandering alone until my time is up and I am reunighted with the ones I love.

Author's note: Beleive it or not this was actually not easy for me to write. I am a total Domon and Rain together forever person but I had a few ideas for a story or few are sad or tragic about one or the other.