Title: Melt My Icy Heart

Anime: Naruto

Disclaimer: not mine

Rated: T

Pairing(s): Izumo/Naruto One-sided: Naruto/Kakashi Hinted: Iruka/Genma Naruto/Itachi Kakashi/Sasuke

Summary: Naruto loved Kakashi but it was not meant to be. Now after some things happen he changed. Making his way for a more behind the scene job. Will he succeed? Or will someone else melt his now icy heart? Not for Kakashi lovers. Implied sex.

*X* Chapter 1 *X*

Kakashi and Naruto just arrived back from a mission to unwind they went to a bar and had some drinks not that Naruto can get drunk. Naruto always had a crush on Kakashi but he knew it will never be. So when Kakashi started to make a pass at him he thought that maybe he had a chance so not looking a gift horse in his mouth he reacted. After heavy teasing and kissing they made way to Kakashi's house. Kami, how he loved him, they made love till they passed out.

Next morning Naruto was the first to wake up; he stay and watch Kakashi wake up. This is when he got his first of many blow to the heart. Kakashi turned in his sleep "Sa…Su…Ke… love…you…" he smiled and keeps dreaming. He couldn't believe it. Kakashi slept with him while he loves Sasuke. He got of the bed and got dressed when he almost finished when the second blow came. Kakashi woke up when he felt his bed stir, he had a headache that make suicide mission look promising. When he saw Naruto he at first couldn't remember what had happen last he remembers they went drinking. Thinking the worst that Naruto seduced him when it was the other way around his face turned into disgust. Naruto seeing this knew he will never tell him the truth. He also felt his heart break into pieces that after turned into ice.

"Naruto, what in seven hells are you doing here?" he all but screamed.

"I just brought you home and we fell asleep."

"What else?" Naruto moved making it seemed that he was going to pick up his hitae just so he can give Kakashi his back so he can't see his sad face.

"Nothing, sensei, nothing."

"Well, get out of my fucking house."

"Sure thing, sensei."

"Oh… and Naruto next time I wake up and find you here I will react as a shinobi and kill you."

"Don't worry it will never happen again, ever."

"Naruto… don't tell anyone you slept here even if nothing happen."

"Don't worry sensei."

He walked out and Kakashi wasn't sure what just happen but he knew that when it's about Naruto no one knew what was happening. He stops trying to figure him out so long ago and went back to thinking of Sasuke who was arriving back from his mission. Naruto went home got into the shower. There he let the let of his emotions out, he brought back Sasuke and now he has to watch Kakashi with him. He sat there and cried till midday, he went to see Tsunade with a new resolve and a new dream and with the mask of happiness, loud and stupid off.

Tsunade was sleeping when Naruto enter. He sat in the seat in front of the desk.

"Baa-Chan, wake up, I need you."

It came so quiet but full of emotion: hurt, lost, in pain, resolve, almost at the point of break, that Tsunade almost flew awake to see what happen. What she saw broke her heart and brought tears to her eyes. Her gaki is sitting there his eyes so dull with a small sad smile on his face.

"Gaki, what happen to you?"

"Love, Baa-Chan, unrequited love, that's what happened. I came to request to have me placed in a team that is going to do the Chuunin Exam this year and to tell you that I am taking my mask of."

"I'll see what I can do. So it's time?"

"No, but I'm tired Baa-chan. Tired of being the stupid one, the loud one, and most important the always smiling one. This year it will be held here again, right?"

"Yes. Anything else?"

"Yes, I don't want to be hokage anymore."

This shocked Tsunade to the core. "So… what will you be?"

"Nothing."

"Huh?"

"After Chuunin I am going to keep training and do the jounin exam that is held six months after Chuunin exam, then I'll train some more and subscribe to ANBU and hunter training program for both my identity must be kept a secret so Uzumaki Naruto will ceased to exist. The only one who will see Naruto will be you and Ero-sennin. Please don't stop me. I love you, Baa-Chan and I know it hurts to see me like this but it is for the best. Especially knowing you will have your personal hunter that is also your ANBU."

She sigh "Fine, as of now I, Senju Tsunade, Godaime Hokage, declare you, Uzumaki Naruto, as Jiraiya's student and it will be under my command and mine only until I say otherwise." She took out a Chuunin entrance paper and hand it to him. "I will let you know when I have your team ready."

"Thank you, Baa-Chan." He bowed and left.

"Jiraiya, did you see his face?" from outside Jiraiya came in.

"Yes, hime, I did and that is how he really feels. He is done hiding. Taught I wish I knew what happen for him to set that mask aside."

"Only time will tell. Shizune call Team Kakashi in here."

The next day Naruto was called to the office to meet his Chuunin team and to let him know that his former team has been notified. "Baa-Chan, you called?"

"Ah, yes, Gaki, meet your new team, this is Team 5, Nobuyori Daichi, Kazue Matsuri their jounin is Shirakumo Hayama, their last team member was Shimakage Kōji but he was hospitalize on their last mission and won't be participating. Now Team 5 this is Uzumaki Naruto, due to a training mission couldn't attend Chuunin Exam until now. Okay, brats get out of my office and get to know each other. Oh, Gaki, your team has been notified that you'll be doing mission with team 5 from now till I say otherwise. I told them it's a special mission because team 5 needs a third member so they can attend the Chuunin Exam and to know each other you'll be with them until then. Now, out."

A chorus of hai was heard and they were out of her office. Tsunade leaned back in her chair thinking. "Team 5 was three fellow student of Konohamaru. Speaking of which Team Ebisu is also taking the Chuunin Exam. This will be interesting."

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