Dear Jacob,
You have a way of coming easily to me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin'
And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted. I guess I will always be second best to you cause you have your imprint and I am always going to be second best, I will never be someone's number one.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray. And I stood there lovin' you and WISHED them all away. And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.
And now you are off with her and now you have a perfect life with them and you have me now for your story telling.
Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You never did give a damn thing, honey. But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.
You never actually really cared about me… I am sorry
Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending give to a perfect day. Every smile you fake is so condescending. Counted all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sittin here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
And now you are sitting here at my grave thinking it through that I really did die for you. After the fight with the volturi you never checked to see if I was all right instead you ran to her to see if she needed help. I couldn't take it anymore so I jumped off the cliff and never came up again. I am sorry Jacob I just got in the way of you and her.
Love, Leah