A/N: I just want to thank all the people who read my other story what Do I Do?
All belongs to SM.
"I can't do this anymore! "Screamed my wife Bella.
"Why would you want to give up, huh? Why would you! Think about the family what it would do to them if they heard that you want to give up."I said.
She looked at me tiredly "I know but I'm just so tired! I can't keep up with you or the family anymore, Jasper! I try to see things on the positive side but I can't. Some days it's hard for me to get out of the bed!" Her voice rose until she was yelling at me then she fell to the floor and started to cry.
"Bella" I said. "Bella, look at me." I said when she didn't answer me the first time. She looked up at me with tear filled eyes.
"I know but you have keep fighting through this! You can't just give up" I told her.
"You aren't the one going though the chemo! You aren't the one who spends most of the night in the bathroom throwing up! So don't tell me that I don't have a right to want give up! I just can't take anymore!"
I looked at her for a moment. Did she not think what hurts her hurts me?
"Do you think I like seeing you in pain? Knowing that there is nothing that I can do about it? That I have to watch you at night be so sick that your whole body hurts?" I said as tears began to fall from my face.
"It hurts me when you hurt, knowing that there is nothing that I can do to ease your pain. I love you with my whole heart but you can't give up fighting. Fight for me if not yourself; just don't give up because it hurts me to see that you want to just give up." I cried. Bella crawled over to me and into my lap.
"Jasper don't cry. Please don't, I won't give up, I'll keep fighting. For you and for the family I won't give up." That night we went to bed.
From that night on she was true to her word she kept fighting, but in the end she didn't make it out. My wife Bella Whitlock died of cancer at the age of 22. Before she died she told me this; "Remember me, all the good times that we had. Even the bad ones, remember that I will always love you." She then took her final breath and left me. She said that I should be happy but how can I when she isn't with me. She was my light in a dark place. I don't know how to be happy without her she was my happiness. She said to love again but how can I do that without feeling like I am betraying her in some way. In spite of all my doubts I will do it for her be happy love and live again for her.