Alex Hanada
The days continue to pass me by
Within my heart lie many agonies
Within my soul lie all the suffering
The night will never pass my thoughts
As I stared at all the puddles of blood
That surrounds the bodies of my loved ones
I travel this world with no one to comfort me
Through all the pain and suffering I see through
Until the day that my heart begins to heal
I stand alone until the day I die
Maybe one day I will be able to love again
In my mind I want to love again
In my heart I'm running away from love
I fear I will lose people if I get close to them
As the years go by I go deeper into hiding
But as I come out of hiding I find the memories fading
I have now found a new home with people I barely know
I now have a new brother and sister
And yet I feel safer with them I can't reveal my past
If any questions arise I will simply lie
Days later I ran away from my new home
I put everyone I get around in danger
No one should get hurt due to my stupidity
I have now become stronger, so much so that the memories are faint
But as I look around at all the families around me
The pain slowly creeps back but not a lot