Soft hands stroke my head as i began to stir from dreams of my -blonde hair over grew the midnight locks. tanned skin paled to a glistening white and brown eyes turned to blue.

" Jack," i whispered as i slipped my eyes open just a slit.i hoped for the endless brown eyes of my dead julian but longed for the crystal blues of my lively jack.

" you were crying, i thought you were having a nightmare. i came to protect you." he said with a small smile curling his pink lips.

"thank you,jack. it wasnt a nightmare just memories. long lost memories." i trailed off, closing my eyes as jack kissed a trail from the crown of my head to my cheek. i smiled and let myself sleep again. i vaguely heard him whisper an i love you in my ear.

"love you too,j" i felt a tug in my brain ,with a train of thought that wondered was the j for jack or for julian...