1A/N: I got the title from Jacob saying 'Sorry I'm the wrong type of monster for you'. This story is the fault of my ex-Team-Edward friend Vicki (by ex I mean no-longer-Team-Ed-but-not-quite-Team-Jacob-but-give-me-time.). When she was on Team Edward we were talking about New Moon and I was like 'If Bella hadn't jumped off the cliff, Alice wouldn't have seen it, Edward wouldn't have tried to kill himself, and Bella wouldn't have got after him, and he would never have came back, then Bella and Jacob would've got together!' and she agree with me, causing me to go into a temporary state of shock :P! So here it is. Bella not jumping! R&R:
Right Type Of Monster:
Bella's POV:
I thought about these times I'd drove so fast I heard Edward's sweet honey voice in my mind, telling me to slow down, as I looked over at the cliff top of La Push. Then I thought about the times I'd seen people jumping off this cliff, for fun. I'd wanted to try it some time, and now seemed about the right time. If I jumped I'd here Edward's voice. If I jumped I'd feel my love near me. But what about Jacob? It scared me how I was started to feel about him. When Edward left I could imagine living without him, and for so long I'd been so absent, I didn't even try to live without him, and then there was Jacob. He helped me get my life back together. He helped me to smile and laugh again, he was the best friend I could ask for, and I knew he liked me as more than a friend. And I was started to think I thought about him in the same way. I wasn't thinking about Edward quite as much as I used to, and I always smiled when I thought about Jacob now. Always looked forward to seeing him. I depended on him so much now. Not as much as I had with Edward. I wouldn't completely fall apart without Jacob, but maybe that was a good thing. I lost months of my life because of Edward, because I depended on him completely. If he loved me as much as he made out he would never have left. He knew it would pull me apart, he did that to me. Jacob put me back together. He stayed as my best friend. He was always there for me.
I turned away from the cliff, realising I didn't want to hear Edward's voice anymore. I didn't want him to come back now. I was still going to miss him for a while, but in time I'd get over that. I was still going to love him for a while, my love for him wasn't a tap I could just turn off, but it was growing weaker. And I was starting to love Jacob.
Sorry I'm the wrong type of monster for you I laughed slightly as I remembered Jacob saying that. Only Jacob could be annoyed, and upset, and make a sarcastic comment funny like that. I ran back towards his house. I knew he'd be in his garage working on some car or something.
'Bells' He smiled as he saw me.
I smiled back 'Jacob' I replied.
How should I tell him this?
'Everything all right?' He asked me.
I smiled again. 'Jake, you're the right sort of monster for me' I said, quickly added 'Not that you're a monster or anything. But you know what I mean, I think. I hope'
'If you're saying what I think you're saying then I'm dreaming' replied Jacob.
'You're not dreaming Jake, and I am saying what you think I'm saying' I said.
'What about the leech?' He asked.
'He left me' I said. 'You're always here'
Jacob smiled broadly at me.
And that was the moment our friendship became more.