Prologue:
"This will be easy, this will be easy" I kept muttering the line to myself, over and over again, I knew that in reality it wouldn't be easy and I would probably not go through with it, but I had to try, I couldn't carry on pretending that everything was alright, I had to do this, I was lonely and afraid, only one alternative, take my own life.
Chapter 1: The Vision
Bella's POV
We lay in our meadow, Edward and I. Nessie was with Rosalie and Jacob, probably out hunting. I sighed and then turned over onto my stomach; Edward quickly adjusted himself so that his head was positioned parallel to mine. "What are you thinking?" I was prepared for this question so I quickly lifted the shield from my head so he could see the worry that clouded my thoughts, I didn't want Edward to see this but it would not be fair on him if I didn't show him once in a while. Lifting my shield was like a second nature to me, only the first few years were a struggle but after that it was fine. "Thanks" Edward said and he turned sideways, "but why are you worrying, everything's going to be fine" he kissed me gently on the lips. I rose fluidly to my feet and grabbed Edwards's hand dragging him up behind me, "it's time we got back, Nessie will probably be looking for us"
"Yes, we should get going, you also need to call Charlie."
Charlie was one of my main priorities at the moment, we had decided that we would be moving to Alaska soon and I had to spend as much time with Charlie as I could before we left. "How long do we have now?" I was always asking Edward this, even though I knew the answer myself,
"Two months, we leave on the 18th" he replied. Although I was expecting it, the number made a shiver rock down my whole body,
"Are you alright?!" Edwards's voice leaked with passionate concern and I felt guilty as I realized how stupid I was being, "sorry, the date took me off guard again, I've already had to say goodbye to Charlie before I became a vampire and now I have to leave him again, it's not fair"
"I know hon, but it will be alright, you'll see, Charlie will be fine," I truly hoped that Edward was right because hurting Charlie is the last thing that I wanted to do.
"Let's get going then" I said while I forced a tight smile and darted off into the forest with Edward hot on my heels.
Jaspers POV
Alice's body danced around the room as she fixed and tidied up already perfect things.
Without warning, Alice suddenly dropped the vase she was holding and shock rippled through her body, her face was blank, expressionless as she read the vision laid out for her.
"Alice, what do you see!" i commanded, i grabbed her arm and led her to the table, grabbing a piece of paper and a pencil on my way. These were the types of visions were she had to draw what she was seeing because she was to far gone into it to explain. Her hand rapidly flew across the page as she drew the large cliffside in La Push, the earlier werewolf treaty land, now that Renesmee was alive the treaty had been changed and we were allowed to go werever we pleased, although if some other vampires came along they were not alowed in La Push. Alice's drawing showed the back of a man, his arms were outstretched as he bent into a jump, it was easy to guess what he was planning to do.
"it's ok Alice, it's only a cliff jumper" my anxiety was nearly gone, although not completely, seeing as Alice still hadn't calmed down. she finished drawing and stared at me with large, frightened eyes "it wasn't a cliff jumper, Jasper. It was Charlie, he's going to committ suicide"