Preface__
Salty tears ran down my flushed cheeks as I ran for shelter in the cold atmosphere. Why? Why did he have to be…so good? If anyone asked I would give up anything for him, including my life. Everything I had before is now going become more and more dangerous. I want to leave him but I'm afraid that my irrational decision will not only affect me but my family.
They can take my life, seize all my weapons and hang me and torture, but I won't budge. That's a spy promise, and when a spy makes a promise they intend to keep it. I really am screwed whichever way I do anything. Edward…Alice….Rosalie are nothing but our weaknesses and our truth will be revealed if nothing.
Bpov!
I wouldn't do what jasper did in my life time. I mean I understand it and because I know the consequences I wouldn't dare. It would only lead to one thing that not only me, but everyone I know would be afraid of.
"You're not serious" Emmett asked him.
"Dead" Jasper replied.
"You're crazy" Emmett scolded loud.
"Falling in love is anything but crazy and stupid Emmett. It's wonderful" I started to laugh from the sofa. Hearing them bicker was fun, but hearing jasper sound like some girly girl was much more hilarious.
"Jazz you're talking like a chick on those shows Emmett watches" I laughed harder at his expression. "And love is crazy and stupid; you my brother asked a girl to marry you. Do you know what comes after that?" I asked amused. Emmett gave him a glare.
Emmett and I loved jasper dearly; we taught him how a real man should be. I'm not a man, but I know the results.
I'm a girl, and for that I'm grateful, I don't have to get on my knees and ask a girl to marry me. Jasper decision was irrational and idiotic.
"Emmett is not right, side with me for once" Jasper said frustrated, he plopped himself on the couch and rested his head back.
"Bella and I are saying this for your good, dude getting laid by one chick fifty times is better than marrying that chick." Emmett advised. Emmett was a master in the bedroom. I wouldn't know further. I'm like his sister, I don't think of him that way, but I would know that far, after the way I hear girls scream. And in the morning see them hopelessly stumbling down his bedroom stairs.
"Bella please make him stop, he's hurting me" Jasper said rubbing his temples. I rolled my eyes, and glared at Emmett. He shrunk back and sighed.
"Jasper we both think you should think about this before you meet the girl's parents. Were your friends we don't want anyone to hurt you and crush that little innocent virgin heart of yours" I said seriously. Emmett smiled little, and sat down on the loveseat next to me.
"You're not helping, and for your information I'm not a virgin" Emmett started to laugh.
"She didn't mean your dick, she meant your heart. Virgin as in love…you never been in love ass" Emmett corrected.
"How did he get that and I didn't" jasper said little down.
"Because you're in love, trust us on this one jazz it's a huge mess" Emmett said getting up and leaving, he kissed my forehead and left out the front door, he had to get ready for his exam. He goes to college still; he thought what he will do with the money and all the extra time. He was so sweet sometimes, just like a brother should be. Though he's not my real brother neither is jasper but they're very close to my heart.
"Bella do you think it's very wrong?" Jasper asked.
"It's better than you eloping and not telling us." I said trying to make him feel better.
"I was thinking that, if you and Emmett don't help me" Jasper admitted.
"It's not that we won't help, if you're happy then we're willing, but we don't want this girl ruin your life." I smiled. "Whoever the girl is, she's very lucky to have a guy like you as her fiancé"
Not really. But I'm like his sister/best friend and I'm supposed to say something sweet.
"Thanks, and she is what I want."Jasper said giving me a short hug.
"So…marriage? Are you sure?" I asked him again. Emmett and I were the only ones who didn't believe in stupid thing like love. I actually don't care.
"I am" he said after thinking about my question for little while.
"Is she?" I asked.
"She said yes" He laughed.
"No one can know what's in a girl's heart. But if it feels right then go for it" I said smiling. Jasper left just like Emmett after giving me a kiss. He said he was staying at her place tonight. All three of us live together; it's very easy for us to stay in contact and so. My phone started to ring Emmett's ringtone, after jasper was gone.
"Hey" I said lying down on the couch.
"He's gone?" Emmett asked.
"Yep" I answered.
"What do you think?" he asked about jasper's stupid idea about love.
"Beside its idiotic and crap…I think it's what he needs" I answered.
"Bella, you know the last time jasper's heart was broken after a three month relationship with a slut" Emmett said little angry. Emmett was just watching out for him and I knew it.
"I know, I'm worried, but we'll be there for him if he falls" I said truthfully.
"Let's hope not" Emmett sighed. "Hey Bella make extra dinner" Emmett said after little while later. I could picture him looking stupid while driving his car.
"I will, I'll call jasper and see if his coming."
"Hey Bella?" Emmett asked really confused.
"You're going to ask what Charlie will think." I asked. I knew that question was roaming in jaspers mind as well as Emmett's.
Charlie is my dad, and boss. The three of us are spies, for those who need a clear up on things.
All three of us work for my dad, and do his good deeds, with some absorbed things. After degree in business, and literature, he calls and occupies me with this work because of emotional blackmailing. I met jasper and Emmett along the way and we have been inseparable since.
Not only because we have to work together, but because if we didn't have each other we sure would fall apart.
When we graduate spy school at age 16, they put us with two other spies, who are in same measure as you, and they put you in same danger level mission.
"Yeah, jasper is stuck between his job and love life. That was the only thing that worried me. Did he tell her about us…" he trailed off.
"Jasper would never do such thing, he lied about it Em. Jasper still has some senses left."I said
"Sense, Plural" Emmett corrected me. I laughed hung up. I called jasper and he politely rejected saying he'll have dinner with her family. I gave him a sharp good luck.
Emmett and jasper are my only family beside my dad, if anyone thinks there any less. Every mission we have together or separately.
It's about who gets chosen. Whenever there is a mission a white rose ends up in our hands. Wherever we are, a bar, a store, driving, anywhere, a rose always comes in our hand.
When you look inside the rose you'll find a little mini card that goes into ourphones only, our special phone that have a fast internet service, texting and etc. When you insert the card into the phone it automatically pulls out a window after we insert a password. Mine is player. Jasper's is routine. Emmett's is babes. You all may think there just simple passwords but they're not. Whenever we open it, it tells us to pack and go to the airport. And which lane we have to stand in. that's it.
But once we get in the airport, and whichever lane they told us to go to, our personal manager will guide us from there. He'll give us our fake identities for long mission, and for small mission just tell us the name of whom the unlucky guy we have to kill.
Our life is complicated in all other words.
I finished cooking the dinner and set up the table just in time. Emmett knocked the door not so long after. We talked about jasper, little, and what if he gets a rose in front of Alice. Because we get them in front of thousands of people when were out in public.
"Emmett leave it alone its jaspers problem he'll take care for it. Do you want seconds?" I asked.
"It's not only his problem when she breaks his heart, and yes I want seconds" He said little whiny. He turned on the TV and we talked about a show that was really retarded, but yet people still watch it. I called it a night around eleven because I intend to get up early sometimes and you may never know when a rose may wake you up.
I woke up around two, and descended my way down to the kitchen. I opened up the freezer and took out Ben & Jerry double chocolate. I don't know why but since I was seven I had this habit. Little while later Emmett came down and grabbed a spoon without a word he scooped ice cream from my can. I didn't mind, it was like a routine.
"This was the last can" Emmett broke the silence. And Before I could respond the door open to reveal tall blond figure. It was dark, but I recognized jasper style to walk. He entered the kitchen, grabbed a spoon and sat on the third stool without a word.
I thought why not answer Emmett's question and ignore jasper.
"I'll go buy some more tomorrow." I said to Emmett. Jasper dug his spoon into the can and enjoyed the ice cream without a word.
"Great, I request more of this flavor, and other chocolate flavors." He didn't have to tell me that twice.
"So jasper, what happen, didn't get laid tonight" Emmett asked amused. I kicked him in the sheen; he can be such an idiot.
"No that's not it, she invited the two of you to have dinner with her family" Jasper said in a low sorrow tone.
"We have to go?" Emmett asked rudely. I kicked him again harder.
"Stop it Bella, I'm not going, it sounds…creepy" Emmett shuddered. I gave him a questioning look, but changed my look towards jasper.
"I told her about you guys being my only family, and she though it'll be…appropriate if her family met the two of you" Jasper said shyly.
"When" I asked, ignoring the glare from Emmett.
"Tomorrow" Jasper answered.
"Sounds interesting, I guess we can do that" I said looking sternly at Emmett.
"Fine" Emmett said and dropped his spoon in the sink and gulped down a glass of water before leaving. Unlike mine and Jasper's, Emmett room was downstairs.
"Thanks" Jaspers said before leaving, he also did the same routine as Emmett. What do I do know? I completed the routine and went up to my room. I meant to ask jasper when he planned on telling Charlie, but I guess I could ask that later.
I turned on my bed and sighed. Life is never the perfection, I know better, never to expect the best from something that could kill you. I had a gun under my pillow, and daggers under the mattress. My cell phone was plugged in the charger on my nightstand and my room looked slightly scary in the dark.
I let the dreams take me in, as I slept like a baby, in my PJ's.
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