Goddess of Earth
Explanations
Inuyasha has gone to Kikyou… again. Not that I care, I stopped caring awhile ago… when he said he loved Kikyou.
I wonder why Inuyasha keeps leaving after he thinks everyone is asleep, is he afraid of hurting my feelings? ...Probably. Sango, Miroku, and Shippou think I would be sad, so I guess he would too. But I guess he doesn't know that Kikyou and I are friends, and that I actually have gotten over him (It was just a little infatuation- a schoolgirl crush).
We became friends because of all the times I got angry and I would walk into the woods and a lot of times I'd see Kikyou. We became fast friends. But I don't think anyone knows about that… not even Sango… oh well, I'm sure they'll find out soon enough.
I am the Goddess of the earth, I have been walking the earth since the day of its creation, and the only reason Inuyasha thinks I'm form the future is cause one day I was being clumsy, and fell into bone-eaters-well, I made friends, and they thought of me as a daughter, so Inuyasha believed what he saw as my family, and home. And the only reason people think I am Kikyou's 'reincarnation' is because I once saw her when I was passing by, and when I heard about her death I decided to 'make' myself her 'reincarnation', and the whole belief about the future thing worked out perfectly.
Every time I ask to go back to the future there is a fight, and it annoys me. He is so rude, arrogant, ignorant, mean, annoying, and most of all frustrating. I mean I totally understand what Sesshomaru means when he swears Inuyasha was adopted, and it's a shame that they share the same bloodline. I mean the only thing Inuyasha has of his father is DNA, and I swear that's all that relates them together.
Touga was one of my closest demon friends, and Inuyasha acts nothing like him, and day after day it is getting harder and herder to believe that he is Touga's son.
I mean Sesshomaru is a whole different story, he is more like his father than Sesshomaru would like to believe, cause the only difference that I see between them, is the fact that Sesshomaru hates humans, but hey! Touga was the exact same way at first, and so he had Sesshomaru, with his demon mate. But when she died, Touga was sad… though unless you know him really well you wouldn't have noticed it. But after awhile the humans started proving Touga wrong about all the things he thought was bad about them, so eventually he started liking humans, even falling in love with one, thus Inuyasha was born… and the reason Sesshomaru hates Inuyasha, and isn't exactly that close with his father is cause he believes Touga abandoned his mother, and left her to die… so he blames his father, but he didn't hate him… then when he saw that Touga loved a human, he was furious that he could just move on like that (my guess is that, he wasn't ready for his dad to start loving another), and then he started hating Izayoi, and the unborn child, and when his father died, he blamed it on his half brother and the human Izayoi, then he started believing all humans were like that, thus began his disgust for them.
Sesshomaru claims he will not be like his father, and start loving humans- exactly what Touga said- until he finally started liking humans. Touga started with Izayoi, and then worked his way into liking humans. Same with Sesshomaru… he IS starting with Rin, so I'm thinking he is going to start liking humans slowly. As far as I'm concerned he is following in his fathers exact footsteps (Whether he admits it or not.)
And if Sesshomaru would just stop acting so cold, then once he actually succeeds in stealing Tetsusaiga, then he will be able to use it, cause once he loves, and cares for someone, and has 'someone to protect' then that would result in him being able to use it, not only that but he would end up making the Tetsusaiga stronger cause he's a full demon, so he's already strong enough without it, so it would be very, very powerful in his hands.
And once he can use it, he will probably be the one to defeat Naraku (If he's not dead already). I already know where Naraku is, where as no one else does, and at the moment… we are headed in the exact opposite way of him… but Inuyasha is the one that's leading, not me.
Sesshomaru is following us, but he's following at a safe distance behind, so that Inuyasha won't find out he's following us, we seem to be the only ones that Naraku attacks. The only reasons Sesshomaru 'runs into' us all the time, at the most peculiar of moments, is cause when Inuyasha and I get into our little fights our group stops, and he doesn't realize that, so he ends up 'running into' us.
I was too busy with my thoughts that I didn't see the sun rise, until I saw Inuyasha get back, out of the corner of my eye, I turned my head towards him, when he noticed my stare he looked at me and immediately started looking guilty, I raised an eyebrow, and I guess he thought I was wondering why he looked so guilty, cause he instantly covered his guilty expression with an angry one.
"Finally your up, start cooking." I rolled my eyes, shook my head, and got some water boiling. Sango, Miroku, Shippou, and Kirara woke up from Inuyasha telling me to 'start cooking'.
Once we were done eating we took down camp, and set out on our way again, I was so caught up in my thoughts… again, that I didn't notice that we were being attacked by a demon, and I didn't know that I was headed straight for it until Inuyasha yelled at me… normally any other time I would have been mad at him, but right now I am silently thanking him.
"Kagome, what the heck are you doing, does he have you in some sort of trance or something?"
He sliced the demons head off, sheathed his sword, walked over to me, and glared.
"What?" I asked as innocently as I could, but that just succeeded in just making him even more mad.
"What?! What do you mean what?! You know exactly what! What the heck were you walking his way for?!" I'm going to regret this later, but oh well.
"I was kind of lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice we were being attacked."
"What!? Get a hold of yourself, if you were on your own, you would surely get yourself killed! You're so stupid!!" I clenched my teeth, and I was about to flip him off and run into the forest to calm down, but then Sesshomaru decided to step into the clearing.
"Sesshomaru!!" Inuyasha unsheathed his sword and pointed it towards him, as if trying to scare the great Lord Sesshomaru of the West, I just rubbed my temples, I am starting to get a headache. "What are you doing here?!" I winced, and if you were paying close enough attention, you would have seen Sesshomaru do so also.
"Stop your shouting half-breed." He said menacingly, and Inuyasha just ran for him, but Sesshomaru dodged, and Inuyasha kept swearing… and really loudly I might add.
Alright that's it I can't take it anymore. I ran in between them and put my hands out to each side of me, in a way to say STOP!!
"Okay! That it! Inuyasha! SIT!!! Down, and shut up! And Sesshomaru instead of following us, just come with us! ... But I am SICK. AND. TIRED. Of this. So just SHUT-UP!!" he narrowed his eyes, and I just glared back at him.
"But-" I turned my heated glare at Inuyasha and he immediately shut-up.
"We are staying here tonight." I said in an if-you-argue-there-will-be-consequences voice.
"Fine." Inuyasha jumped into a tree, and Sesshomaru just sat at the base of the tree next to it. Everyone else just sat by the edge of the trees, but close to Inuyasha and Sesshomaru.
"Kagome?" I turned my attention to Sango, and raised an eyebrow
"How did you know Sesshomaru was following us, when even Inuyasha didn't know?"
I shrugged my shoulders, and looked away, I actually knew cause I know of exactly EVERY THING that happens on earth, as in every movement that is made, and I see it in my head as if I were right there, and I hear EVERY THING that has ever been said, cause it carries on the wind, even if it's the smallest whisper I hear it as if that person were whispering it in my ear… if I were suddenly replaced by someone else, they would surely be in so much pain, or annoyance or something, cause of everything you would have to do, but all I do is pay attention to what I'm doing, and I ignore what is happening in my head. Well I may not be listening to the voices, but I hear them. And I may not be watching the people, but I see them. It sounds strange but it's true. It may sound like I'm not paying attention, which I am kind of not, but yet I am… all I have to do is see the person, and I know about everything that happened in their life… kind of strange I know, but I cant explain it.
I see them and hear them, because it's as if I'm part of earth itself, which I kind of am, but the reason I have all this 'power' is because I am the one controlling the earth.
My powers are control over all the elements, and seasons, cause it helps to control the earth, and what happens to it, and let me tell you, there has been a lot of damage to it, and every time forests get burned its like a section of me is set on fire, and every time blood or something falls onto the earth it feels as if I just poured blood on my body, I feel gross and dirty, and I'm not too fond of that.
My favorite element is rain… well actually its water, but you get the idea. Anyway, I love it cause when it rains, the pitter-patter of it feels really, really amazing. Its like the rain washes away all the blood, all the hurt, all the bad things, and all the 'sins' stuck on the earth, and that suddenly all the weight has been taken off my shoulders, like it washes away to be gone forever, and that's when I feel truly at peace.