A/N: My friend Hope made this but it has nothing to do with twilight but I'm putting it there so it can get attention.
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.:Gemma:.
.:Hope Harel:.
I have no nickname due to the fact that I love my name. I am a girl that looks of the age of sixteen but is truly well over eighty years old. I purposely don't keep track of the years, it becomes too painful.
I wasn't always the way I am now. When I was human, I was sweet, and kind, strong beliefs. Everything was clear in life, I loved my family and friends. Writing had been a passion of mine, as well as reading. Art had been a hobby that I loved, but wasn't wonderful at it, but was still trying to improve. I had dreams and aspirations, to one day marry and have a happy family, like most girls my age. I wanted to find love.
Dreams, of course, are easily shattered. Mine just wasn't shattered, but completely torn apart and the pieces scattered so many places, it would be impossible to put them back together. I was stolen from my home, I was in the garden, tending it for my mother, when a handsome man came up to me. I was fourteen at the time. He saw me working and kidnapped me. His plan was to break me as a human, so that I would be his slave. He took a liking to me, he thought he had me broken, but my mind was still alive with hope. He kept all his slaves human, except me. Late one night while I was nursing a few new cuts on my arms from his whip, he stole me away to his room and turned me into the vile creature that he was. A vampire. I knew that he did this occasionally, and had been waiting for the day that someone turned on him. I hadn't known it would be me. With my new strength, I easily killed the pathetic creature and set his human slaves free. I though, was never to return to my home. I barely allowed the humans escape with my blood lust. I fought the creature that I had become, but it became nearly impossible. By then, I was so numb to everything that I killed a human.
Years passed, and I walked on the Earth, away from the sight of the humans that I preyed upon. I felt like a monster through and through. Then one time, I stopped in the middle of a feed, unable to continue because I had let my mind wonder, to actually feel compassion. In this, discovering my power for the first time, and that I didn't have to kill the humans that I fed on. I never had a sire, so this was new to me. The human that I had been feeding on was unconscious when I stopped. I learned that I could sift through their memories while they are asleep, and pinpoint something, creating the most horrific nightmare, or the most peaceful of dreams.
It took me longer to discover that my power could affect vampires as well. When a vampire is in a state of peace, then I am allowed to enter their mind and sift through their memories. Same with humans I can pinpoint something and create a dream or nightmare. But for vampires it is so much more vivid and real. It is a pretty good defense.
Now, I search for the one that will love me for the monster that I am. In my mind I feel like there is no hope, but in my heart, it tells me that there is someone out there. That whether they be human or vampire, they will love me, like I was meant to be loved.
A/N: REVIEW PLEASE! We'd both be very happy.
Peace,
Izzy