Hey twihards or any random people out there! This is my new try at fanfics! so yah btw Sm owns everything!


Trying to hurts giving up is almost perfect in some peoples faces i just wanted to give up so bad. 'No just keep your head up oh oh don't keep your head down yah yah' my alarm clock blared, "oh shut up" was all i could say. "Hey Lilly" my mom called from the living room knowing i would be down right when i was because Aunt Alice told her. "Hey mom" i said half smiling. "Ready for school? and eat something please". "Mom i'm not hungry please just stop"! I growled. "Wow somebody's in a mood today" dad laughed. I really wanted to just punch dad in the nose but i restrained myself.

"Stupid vampires" i growled when i was entering my 1st hour. "Hey dipface" Troy said laughing at me others joined in. This was what i had to put up with every day at school. I just smiled and sat down. There he is Johnathan Blear the most hottest guy in the 8th grade. He looked at me for a quick second and said "Hey can i borrow your notes"? I almost started screaming but i kept quiet and i quickly handed them over. Right when he was about to grab them Troy grabed them and riped them into tiny shreads."Ohhh my bad" he laughed making a frowny face as the whole class laughed. "Ok class pass in your notes" said gesturing to hurry up. "Lilly u didnt do ur notes again"? She sighed i wanted to cry. "I guess i have to give you a dention". That made Troy smile i wanted to just sob knowing i never got a dention before.

Thank God school was over i ran home sobbing today was just almost what happens everyday. I hadnt told mom..yet. I ran inside running right to my room slaming the door. I gathered myself and walked downstairs to see Mom and Dad cuddling on the couch.

"What was that about" dad ask a eyebrow raised. Nothing im srry i didnt mean to slam it. Its fine hunny how was school? My brain went numb. I wanted to cry so bad that i didnt notice i was already balling. Whats wrong my mothers voice

Nothing nothing to worry about. Im going upstairs Lilly plesase just dont shut us out! She aded. Just leave me alone i almost screamed it and ran upstairs slamming my door