09/06/08

GaaSasu oneshots

Songfic;

Jesse McCartney: Told You So

Chap name: Told You So

Summary: Sasuke broke up with Gaara because he was in love with Naruto, and yet, somehow, he always ends up back at Gaara's place crying. All Gaara can say is "I told you so"

A/N: okay. Heard this song late one night and thought omg that so could so work into someones life! I know someone who got dumped and then their ex-other half got someone new the next day, they were dumped because of this new person and he is all I'm in love blah blah blah. Anyway, so yea, I heard this and thought of them and thought how he can't be in love with this new person when he was in love with someone else a day ago, and I thought how… fulfilling it would be if the new couple broke up and he went back to his previous partner only to have him say tough shit… or something along those lines… that doesn't make me a bad person! It's just… you can't go off someone that you truly loved so easily and I don't believe in love at first sight… or first day or what ever. Either way I don't find it possible to know someone for a short time and be in love with them. but anyway enjoy the story. I am gradually working my way through everything. Unfortunately it is painfully slow even for my own likings.

'normal'

'song lyrics'

'flashback'


:Told You So!:

Gaara woke up to the sound of pounding on his door. He groggily got out of bed, not liking being disturbed so late at night. He opened the door and came face to face with a thoroughly drenched Sasuke. A flash of lighting and a crash of thunder could be seen and heard behind the shivering raven. He looked up into Gaara's teal eyes, his own full of pain and turmoil. How long had it been since they were lovers?

Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well

As he let the pathetic form of Sasuke enter his cozy home he saw that he had 5 missed calls; all from Sasuke, he briefly remembered when he used to make sure he had his phone near him and was able to hear when he was being called, now he just left it downstairs by the counter on the charger where he entered his home, but still he thought of all the times previously that Sasuke had called him; his name would show on the screen with a picture of his beautiful bright smile. They used to talk all the time as a couple, and even when Gaara was in the foulest of moods, just seeing that bright smile when his phone vibrated made him happy. But now, Sasuke only ever called to complain or cry about how badly things were going for him. But then again… hadn't Sasuke left him because he was… how did he put it? Oh yea… he was 'in love'.

There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love

"I can't be with you anymore Gaara."

"what? Why?!"

"I'm not in love with you. I'm in love with Naruto. He's the one Gaara, he's the one I've been waiting for my entire life!"

"but, what about everything that we had? You're just throwing that away from some blonde bimbo you knew for 5 minutes?!"

"don't call Naruto a blonde bimbo! I know that it's him! I've never felt this way before about anyone" he took off the gold ring that Gaara had given him. It was to show that they would always return to each other, so Gaara could get his ring back and Sasuke could give it back. He threw it at Gaara "I won't be coming back this time" and with that he walked out the door and left Gaara to hear his own heart shattering, but he still silently hoped that this was a lie.

'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

Gaara told Sasuke to sit on the sofa and wait until he came back with a towel and some dry clothes. He handed the items to Sasuke and went to make him a cup of hot chocolate to warm him up. He hoped Sasuke still liked getting tiny marshmallows in his piping hot-chocolate. When he came back in the room, Sasuke had changed into the slightly too big clothes and was staring off into the distance. Gaara put the mug on the glass coffee table in the middle of the sitting area in Sasuke's reach for when he would drink it. Sasuke smiled briefly at the redhead seeing the mini-mallows floating around. Sasuke was sat on the three person sofa and Gaara sat of the two person sofa that was at a 90 degree from it. He let out a sigh before speaking "what did he do this time Sasuke?" his voice was bored and tired and Sasuke tried to hold back his tears thinking about what had happened with his current relationship.

"I – I caught him making out with Neji" he mumbled quietly.

"again? I thought he said there was nothing going on between them"

"there isn't!!" Sasuke shouted getting defensive over the one who had hurt him so much.

"Sasuke…"

"don't. don't say it"

Gaara caught Sasuke a week later. He was walking down the street and Gaara followed him a little while before taking the opportunity to take him into an alleyway and slam him against a wall. "come back to me Sasuke! you won't be happy with him! I can make you happy! You'll be miserable without me there! He doesn't know you like I do! He doesn't know how or here you like to be touched." To prove his point, Gaara started tease a particular spot in Sasuke's neck that made him moan under the touch.

"st-stop it Gaara. I don't want you touching me anymore. I'm doing everything I can to be with Naruto. To make him happy. I love him. And like I said before. I. Will. Not. Be. Coming. Back. To. You." He pushed Gaara away from his body and stormed off"

Gaara sighed before saying, "I hate to say it, but I told you so"

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me

Sasuke looked away defiantly refusing to hear or believe what he was being told. Deep down, he knew that Gaara was right, but his pride wouldn't let him admit it. That said he launched himself at Gaara smacking their lips together in a bruising, sloppy kiss. The redhead's eyes were wide open from shock of the unexpected attack on his lips and the ravens eyes were shut tight, not wanting to see into those taunting eyes that would surely drown him with scolding's and triumph at having been right. Sasuke wrapped his arms around Gaara's head to prevent him from moving away from the kiss and straddled his hips to stop him from squirming as much.

Sasuke still felt connected to Gaara. He couldn't call anyone else to talk about the turmoil that his love was putting him through and Gaara was always there for him. He felt comfortable calling Gaara and unloading his troubles on him, even though Gaara had doubted whether his choice was the right one or not, he was still there for him. Gaara was right. His new life had made him depressed and miserable; Naruto had cheated on him more than once and it wasn't just making out, he had gone all the way with Neji before, Sasuke had found a video tape of one of their… 'kinkier' sessions when they set up the camcorder to record themselves ravishing each other to the point where nothing else could be felt to imagination.

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night

Sasuke parted their lips to say, "Gaara, Gaara I've been an idiot. please, please tell me that he's the one, tell me that somehow we can make it, please, I need your word!" tears were flowing down his face and he could taste the salt from them as the seeped into his mouth.

"I can't say that Sasuke, I said from the beginning that without me you would be miserable didn't I?"

"then take me back!! Please!!"

"I can't"

But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Naruto threw Sasuke onto their bed and pinned his hands above his head.

"Naruto!! Stop being so rough!"

"You know you love it baby!"

"No I don–" he was cut off when Naruto forced his lips onto Sasuke's and thrust his tongue into the unwilling mouth as he took off his belt and tied wrists to the headboard. Naruto scratched Sasuke's stomach as he jammed his hand up Sasuke's top to reach and torture his nipple before tearing off the shirt and thrusting his hand in Sasuke's trousers to fist his member painfully.

"Naruto stop it!"

"but you always hinted these kinds of things before didn't you. You said you were into bondage and the idea of having no control and being hurt in the process of being fucked turned you on"

It was true, he had said those things, but it was reluctantly and not true, he only said it because Naruto had said that he liked to take control and get a little rough, he had nipped at Sasuke's ear at the time of his confession and Sasuke had to admit that the idea had turned him on a bit, but the situation was completely different. The truth was, that all of Naruto's rough touches and bites and scratches just hurt more as the thought back to a time where he and Gaara would passionately make love on their bed, Gaara would go slow and be considerate of Sasuke's feelings, but Naruto was like an animal.

All of that was true and at the time he would involuntarily shudder in fear or disgust and Naruto would mistake it for pleasure, but when it was over and Naruto went out to drink and smoke, he would call Gaara and cry to him about Naruto going out to drink and being scared he was going to have sex with someone else like the last time. He would never tell him about how he was brutally fucked, not that Gaara needed to be told, Gaara saw the bruises around his wrists, the painful hickeys that stretched from his neck down his chest, the limp when he walked and the grimace when particularly brutal bondage scenes came up in the movies they watched together. yes, they watched movies together, they spent time together, Sasuke would cry about Naruto's latest act of deviancy and Gaara would invite him to stay around for a while. They watched a movie every now and again whilst flicking through the adult 

channels on TV and came across a particularly brutal scene where a girl was bound, gagged and naked to a bed, her attacker was biting her neck and scratching her with a knife, it caused flashbacks for Sasuke and he shivered and sobbed feeling Naruto's claws on him again. Gaara had turned the channel to something less brutal; the Tellitubbies, as he comforted Sasuke.

But when the next day came, Sasuke would always leave with a smile on his face saying that he was going to do all he could to keep their 'special' relationship.

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

"why not?!"

"Sasuke you left me! Remember?! You were the one that said you were in love, that he was the one for you; he would make your dreams come true. He could keep you happy. If that's true Sasuke, then go to him now. I loved you so much Sasuke. I did everything I could to make you happy! But that wasn't good enough for you! What was it? Was it because he was always smiling? Did he have a better body than me? Did he have more money? Does he treat you with the same love that I gave you? How many nights have you spent with me since you and him started your 'relationship'? You were with me more than him, if you could help it, if he didn't keep you bound to the bed fucking you senseless. But no, you love him. And it didn't matter what I did to try and get you back, because you wouldn't love me. And it took me an age to be able to get you out of my heart, for it to stop pounding through my ribcage every time I heard you crying and upset. And I always told you the same thing. I always told you that you would be more and more miserable and more and more hurt. But it doesn't matter anymore. I've built a wall that I couldn't break down if I wanted to. You won't be able to get back into my heart anymore."

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Sasuke stared at him dumbstruck at what he had heard. He didn't know all of that. He didn't know that Gaara knew about when he was bound and broken with semen leaking out his behind. He didn't know that he had hurt Gaara so badly. But he had lost his chance now. Sasuke started to tear up but Gaara just got up and went to the door without looking back at him, "I'm not going to chuck you out. You can stay here for a little while if you have nowhere to go, but I'm going to bed. The sofa pulls out to a bed if you can be bothered. Night." He walked up the stairs to his room where lay on his bed eyes wide open listening to Sasuke's muffled sobs and feeling nothing but slight annoyance come over him. He had warned him. He gave him plenty of chances and now he didn't care anymore. He no longer had any sort of feelings towards the Uchiha other than slight irritation. He chose which path he wanted to take and he chose Naruto. And now that will be his problem alone.

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

Sasuke didn't know what to do. On the one hand he felt stupid for letting go of someone who actually took care of him and pampered him lovingly and going with someone who he thought he loved after a short while, but then again he still loved this person no matter what they had done to him, but he was miserable with them. He was wrong, and Gaara was right. And he had no chance to be back with the one that had really and truly cared about him.

When the sun rose, he left the house, he went to his home and thanked whatever god existed that he hadn't moved all of his things in with Naruto. He would break up with him and try to get his head straight. All that went round his head was "I told you so"

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me


Ya'know? As this story progressed and went further down the lyrics, I found it harder to write something for them! I got really stuck near the end!!

Okay. I just finished this and I was like, okay, why did I think it was such a great idea to do a songfic?! It's turned out crap hasn't it?! Go on tell me how shit it is. I won't say 'die bitch die' coz this really sucks… but still. It's the start to my GaaSasu oneshots… stay tuned. They WILL get better!!

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(Edit: 27/08/08)

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