Prompt: Suicide Season by Bring me the Horizon

Summary – He could have loved her, could have even given her a chance to love him too. She was an enigma. ~ClayHannah short.

To those who took their life away.

we stare at broken clocks

the hands don't turn anymore

the days turn into nights

empty hearts and empty places

the day you lost it I slowly lost you too

for when (s)he died...

(s)he took a part of you

Suicide Season

I played my tape over and over again, Hannah's voice resonating throughout the room. Her voice was too clear and unwavering for a girl about to die. I couldn't get her voice outta my head.

She was an enigma. She plagued my thoughts and haunted my dreams, even my waking hours. With her voice echoing over and over again in my room, I had some peace of mind. I don't have to wonder anymore. I know the reasons why.

Foley, Standall, Down, Cooley, Walker.

Their names were the first on my list.

They said the wrong things, did the wrong things, made the wrong moves. They touched her body, her mind. Made her the subject of sexual harassment and treatment she didn't deserve. Put her out exposed. Started shit that wasn't meant to be started.

Dempsey and Shaver, boys who pretended to help her. Stole her confidence, stole her words, stole the help she needed.

Davis, Crimsen, Kurtz. Girls that pretended to be her friend, only to turn their back on her.

Mr. Shaver, someone who's supposed to help. Someone that's supposed to make a difference. All he did was tear down her hopes, the final straw for her.

And me. I could have loved her, could have even given her a chance to love me too. Could have offered her the escape that she needed. The escape from death.

The tape stopped and I automatically pressed the "rewind" button.

I stared at the notebook in my hands, my eyes focused on one name. Hannah. I unconsciously wrote it, my usually messy scrawl surprisingly neat. I smiled. Barely.

She was a constant fixture.

For those of you who actually read, he just wrote the names of the people that Hannah blamed. For remembrance.

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