Chapter One:

You look in the mirror, patting down the front of your white dress. The day that you've been dreaming of your whole life is finally here. Your stomach is in knots and your hands are sweating. It's almost time.

Kendall is pacing back and forth.
With him are Logan, Carlos, James, Dustin, Kenneth, and Kevin. They watch him as his pace increases and as he runs his fingers through his hair multiple times. He's taking deep breaths and mumbling something under his breath.
"You need to calm down." Dustin tells him, going up to him and stopping him in his tracks. He puts his hand on Kendall's shoulder, "Kendall, I know this is a big day for you, but you need to calm down. Everything is going to be fine."
"But…" Kendall begins, "But what if she changes her mind. What if she doesn't want to marry me anymore? What if I can't remember my vows? Or.. or what if I step on her dress and she trips, oh my God, she's going to be so embarrassed!"
"Kendall, you need to calm down!" says Carlos, "this is a big day for the both of you. We all know how much she loves you. She's going to go through with the wedding. Don't you worry. Here. She gave this to me to give to you"
"O…okay." says Kendall taking the folded piece of paper and unfolding it, slowly, as if he was afraid to rip it apart. He finally opens it up and reads what's inside. A smile forms on his face.
"Now, Come on, it's time!" Says James.
"Let's do this." says Kendall, taking a deep breath before heading to the altar.
All eyes are on him as he enters the room. Usually, he was used to being in front of a large group of people, but today… this…. was different. His stomach was in knots and his hands were shaking uncontrollably. He stood there, waiting for you to head to the altar.

"Ohhh my goodness, this is actually about to happen…!" you say. You inhale and exhale, repeatedly. Your heart is racing, your palms are sweaty, and the butterflies in your stomach are not going away.
"It's happening!" says Erin. She's become your best friend since your first trip to the studio. Your other friend, Katelyn, and you met a little later, also in the studio. They're both helping you with the finishing touches on your hair, make-up and dress.
"It's time!" your dad says, knocking lightly on the door, "Are you ready?"
You squeal. It's the same feeling you felt years ago, when Kendall had no idea you even existed. Right before a concert, as the fans chanted, "Big Time Rush! Big Time Rush!". You never imagined going from just another face in the crowd, to this.
"Okay okay!" you take one more deep breath, "I'm ready!"

You stand in front of the doors, the music starts playing, and you can feel your heart beating in your head. Your dad's ready to walk you down the aisle. You look at him and smile.
"I love you, Dad." you say.
"I love you too, baby." he tells you, planting a fatherly kiss on your forehead."
The doors begin to open and you can see Kendall standing on the other side of the room, he moves his eyes from his shoes, to you. His eyes light up, and he shoots you a crooked smile.
Your smile back at him. He's looking so good! With his new tuxedo, and his hair freshly cut, the way he's always cut it. His hands are behind his back, and his eyes are directly on you. There's must be over a hundred people there, but he's the only one you can see. It feels like a movie.
As you and your father are making your way down the aisle, you realize Kendall looking down at his feet and shifting uncomfortably. You try to figure out what's wrong, but a million things run through your head.
What if he doesn't want to go through with this anymore? What if he's regretting this? What if… what if…. what if he doesn't love me anymore..
You reach Kendall, and as your dad hands you over to your future husband, you ask him quietly, "What's wrong?".
"What do you mean?" he asks you, a little confused.
"You looked thoughtful a few seconds ago…"
"Oh… yeah…." Kendall starts to fidget, his eyes fall back to his feet and you hear him whisper softly, "I was so nervous, that I just realized I put my shoes on backwards…"
You laugh loudly, and then cover your mouth, looking around.
"Don't laugh!" Kendall whispers.
"I'm sorry!" you whisper back, "but you are too cute!"
The ceremony drags on and on. But finally, it's time to exchange vows.
Kendall starts.
"I feel so fortunate to have met you. You honestly have no idea how much I need you in my life…. and how nothing will ever be the same if you were to ever leave my side. For any reason. But I promise that I'm going to be there for you, through the longest of battles, and the lowest of moments. Through everything. I'll be there. And I want to thank you for allowing me to do that. And for being there for me, too. You've never left me alone when I needed someone there for me. And I know I wasn't always able to be there for you when you needed me. But that's going to change. Forever. Because nothing and no one can ever tear us apart. I love you. So much."

You can feel the tears running down your face, but your smile is bigger than ever. You read your vow. And like every other note, every other conversation, you end it with a"without your love, I would die."

"You may kiss the bride."
The crowd cheers, and Kendall, pulling you in, says, "Finally." and plants the warmest and most passionate of kisses you've ever felt.
You pull away from each other and begin to walk back down the aisle, and out the door.
You have no idea what to expect. But you're happy now, and that's all that matters. Soon enough, you'll be off to your honey moon in Cabo, Mexico.
"I love you." Kendall whispers in your ear as you're headed to the airport. Your head rests against his shoulder in the backseat of your limo. Your arms are wrapped around each other.
"I love you too." you say back into his ear.
He turns to you, and looks deeply into your eyes. He smiles, you melt.

"We're here!" says the driver.
"I never want to leave. Can we just stay like this forever?" you ask, cuddling and holding on tighter to Kendall.
"No, no. I have so much prepared for our Honey Moon, trust me. You won't regret it." Kendall winks.
"Fine." you sigh, getting out of the limo.
"Oh, come on now." Kendall says, noticing that you're a bit upset. He gets out of the car on the other side and runs next to you, "You have me to yourself for the rest of your life."
You smile at him, "That's true."
"Yes, and aren't you lucky?" Kendall says spreading his arms open, "I mean, look at me!"
"Stop being so cocky." you tell him, laughing.
He laughs and you both head into the airport.
Kendall has always been unpredictable, so you have zero idea what to expect.
The flight to Mexico is short, and you have very little time to sleep. But then again, you weren't expecting to sleep on your wedding night.
You feel a nudge on your shoulder. It's Kendall.
"Heeeeyyy there," he says, "Let's go!"
"Where?" you ask, still trying to wake up.
"To our hotel room. Where else?" he tells you in an obvious tone.
"Okay." you yawn.
"Come on, now slow poke." Kendall teases you, running to the airplane exit.
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" you say, walking down the airplane aisle.
Kendall is already outside. As you approach the door, you turn to the airplane and notice all the other seats are empty.
"Weren't there more people on this plane bef—" you walk out of the plane and what you see makes you stop.
"Kendall…. what did you do?"