Light's pov
I feel water drip from my face. I'm crying. I don't mind crying but why for him. I don't want to cry because of him, so why am I. just because he doesn't love me. So what if I love him, I don't care. I just move on.
Oh please who am I kidding. I love him so much every time I see I'm my heart flutters and my face becomes red. Only this week I was asked 4 times if I was sick or something. I hate what he does to me. I hate him. I am supposed to kill him, I AM KIRA. I shouldn't show weaknesses.
I walked into the headquarter and went to the computer room. When I came there L and the others where already there. I felt my face hot up. i said morning and went as fast as possible to my seat with my hair hiding my face. Almost all said morning back without looking up. only L and matsuda who was standing next to L looked up. I accidently looked back and saw something in there eyes. In matsuda's eyes was something called worry, and in L's eyes was suspicion. It hurts, that look just burns trough my skin. Still I ignored it and just walked further. The pain I still feel is then was greater than I could imagine. Never was there so much disgust and suspicion in his eyes. I knew he was close to finding out that I'm Kira. Ihave to kill him but I can't.
A.N.
I'm sorry I made it so short but this is just a opening of what is going to come.
I hope you liked it and say something about it.
I welcome all comments so please.
Next update will be soon hopefully.
