I do not own any characters in this story. I thought I would try writing a story the way Golbez does. It's a bit short but yeah, Enjoy reading!

If Only...

If only she could see how I feel for her.

If only I could tell her, but it's probably too late.

She's always with that other hedgehog, the one that looks like me...

He says I look like him because he's been around longer and he would never copy my look.

I wish I could tell her everything in my heart... How much I care for her, how much I wish I could be her hero...

I walk alone, I'm nearly always alone, down a well lit street, she lives in an apartment, right on the top floor, you can tell by the flowers she grows outside the window.

I see her nearly everyday, we walk together sometimes and chat, nothing too special, we've always been okay as friends but I feel like I need to tell her I love her more than a friend... and maybe she loves me too...

But every time I can even think about telling her she's talking about her hero, how great he is, how fast he is... She adores him for the adventures they've had together, I just wish that once... I could be the one saving the day... being the hero of her world... being the one she loves...

I notice her lights aren't on, she must be out, maybe at the park or doing some late night shopping. She loves to go out everyday, she hopes that if she gets more fit she could help him more on his adventures... She trains too hard and doesn't eat as much as she should... she keeps trying to be more perfect, hoping that's what he wants.

I worry a little too much about her... I should worry about myself once in a while... with my dark thoughts and nightmares... but she lights up my world, I wish to hold her close and never let go. I want to be there for her, holding her when she's upset, laughing with her, if only I could...

It's been a while since the last time we talked, I guess I should stop trying to impress her, all I do is look like a fool.

I heard that there was only two creatures that gave her valentines day cards, one of them was me and the other was Cream. I think Amy lied to herself about maybe the one from him got lost in the mail or something, she sent about 5 to him...

I didn't get any...

How can I let her know I love her? What if I tell her and she turns me down? What if I never tell her and things continue this way? Maybe she's afraid too...

The sky is clouding over rather rapidly, the rain starts to pour down, soaking my fur, not like it bothers me. Rain isn't so bad if it's not too hard. So I walk around, hoping to bump into her, maybe this would be the right time... the right place... to tell her...

I hear someone laughing, looking around a corner I see her standing under a tree, covering herself from the rain. She's with him, he's got his arm around her, they're talking about something... I catch a few words that he says to her, with a soft look in his eyes directed at her...

"I love you Amy..."

I feel my heart crumble... my legs start shaking and tears are welling up in my eyes... I run as fast as I can, I trip and fall into the mud, just pushing myself back up again... I want to get away from there... I want to pretend it was all a bad dream, I continue to run, back to where I live... there isn't much here for me, I go to my room and hide under the covers, I hear someone knock on my door. She sounds concerned...

"Are you alright?" She asks, "I heard you crying."

"I-I-I'll be f-fine..." I sob, hugging a doll close to my chest, trying to mend the damage done.

"Okay... I'm going to Tails when the rain let's up, eat something when you feel better Golbez."

I sniffle "Yeah..."

"If only..."

The End...

Sad huh! I thought of it when I thought of how mean I've been to Golbez lately in Campfire Stories, so I figure I'll write a story where he's not such an idiot and make people cry! Thanks for reading!