A/N: This is Chapter one of my five drabbles about Sirius and Bellatrix for Hedwig Black's Romantic Drabbles Challenge in the Harry Potter Fanfiction Challenges forum. There will be five more drabbles too about them.

Disclaimer: I own my super fast talking voice, my crazy eyes, my curly hair, my psycho-ness and my hilarious laugh. JKR owns Harry Potter, okay?

He woke up grumbling; he wanted to go home it wasn't fair James finally got the girl he wanted. But, the girls who wanted him, Sirius Black, were not the ones he wanted. He only wanted her.

Sirius came home for the Christmas holidays much to his friends dismay. They wouldn't listen when he insisted he wanted to be alone. On Christmas Morning for the first time in awhile he smiled as his older cousin Bellatrix came inside his house yelling at her sister Narcissa.

"Shut up Cissy, no one cares that the rain messed up your bloody hair!" Cissy rolled her eyes and went to go talk to Aunt Walburga. Bella waltzed in like she owned the place, in the perfect way she did that Sirius simply adored.

"Oy, little cousin you've gotten tall, haven't ya? Still friends with that Potter boy I assume?". He went to reply but she had taken his breath away. She winked at him and ran her tongue across her lips hungrily.

"I have that effect on people don't I?" she mumbled to herself. Sirius for the first time in his life was Speechless.