I woke up to the sound of sirens and flashing red and blue lights. Not to mention that my head hurt like hell. I didn't exactly know what what was going on, but I knew it wasn't good.

The next sight I saw left me speechless. Evie, my best friend since middle school, was to my right in the passenger seat. She didn't look good. Not good at all. I reached my hand over her heart. But felt nothing. She was dead. Right then and there I lost it. Tear started pouring from my eyes. I killed her. She is dead and it was my fault.

I knew I shouldn't have driven. We had been out drinking. We could've called a cab and gotten my car the next morning. But no, I insisted on driving home. I'm a cop for God's sake I should know better. I'm most likely going to lose my job anyways because of this accident, well more incident.

Lourdes is probably never going to be able to look me in the eye again. But I wouldn't blame her, I killed our best friend. Ben and Grace might not let me ever see the kids again because I'm going to be considered a bad influence. I don't even know where to go with my parents. They could be supportive and help me through this, or they could turn their backs on me. And Jared. My sweet, sweet Jared. I know for a fact, that he will help me through this and stand by my side. He loves me too much to ever let me go. He's always said that at least.

I get broken out of my train of thought by the officers trying to open up my door. So to help make their lives easier, I just open it for them. I unbuckle my seatbelt and step out. Paramedics immediately bring over a gurney, but I wave it off. I'm fine. Evie is the one who needs it. I just need Jared, and I'll be for sure fine.

That's when I saw him. His face, his beautiful face, had all the color washed out of it, you could see the streaks of tears coming from his deep brown eyes, and his mouth was straight. Showing almost no emotion through it. As soon as I was past the cops I ran straight into his arms. I stayed like that for several minutes.

AN: This is my first time writing a fic. I know it isn't that good but please review.