Notepad work. Yet another one-shot.

I hate you.

I hate the way you look at me, with those eyes of yours.

I hate the way you make me feel when you're near me.

I hate that smug grin of yours, the one you flash so often.

I hate that you're so damned fast, so fast that nobody can keep up with you on their own.

I hate that you're so selfless, so willing to lay down your own life for the sake of others.

I hate that you appear only when you choose to.

I hate that I change at the mention of your name. Hate that my real feelings start to show up.

I hate that you're always the one to save the day. I hate that you can always take the lead, no matter the situation.

I hate you because you smile so often. Hate your optimism.

Hate your positive attitude. Hate your encouragement.

I hate the spring in your step. I hate your good nature.

I hate your happiness, your skill, your good looks.

How am I supposed to stand it all, huh? How am I supposed to feel, other than unworthy in your presence?

You acknowledge me like a good friend of yours. I hate that feeling in my stomach when you do that.

You seem fearful of my strength at times, but you laugh it all off like it was nothing. I hate that, too.

I hate how everyone looks up to you.

I hate so many things, so many parts of you. Your confidence. Your kindness. Your wisdom. Your intelligence. Your eyes in the daylight, your strides when you run.

I hate when you wave to me, when you call my name. I hate watching you come and watching you go. I hate the sound of your voice, I hate it so much that I want to scream and shout when I hear it.

I hate all of that and more.

I hate everything about you.

And most of all, I hate you.

I hate you, Sonic the Hedgehog.

I hate you because of who you are.

I hate you because of what you made me become.

I hate what you do to me.

I hate this addiction I have to you.

I hate that you make me want you so badly.

I hate that you're everything I could possibly want.

I hate your love for me.

But the one thing I hate most of all...

Is that I can never really and truly hate you, no matter how hard I try.

I hate all of that.

I will hate you for the rest of my existence.

So keep running. Keep doing what you do.

I'll get you, and I'll make you pay for this torture.

And maybe, just maybe...you'll know what it is to hate someone so much.

Geez.

I'm smiling again.

Thinking of you.

...

Dammit, Sonic.

You're the worst.