What do I say?
"Goodbye Alice!" Oz was going with Gilbert to the Nightray mansion today.
"Oz, what about me? Stupid manservant!" I grumbled, frowning as he stepped out the door.
That stupid manservant, I thought, who does he think he is? Why does he only think about others, why not me? And of all people to go with, he leaves with seaweed head!
"Miss Alice, what's wrong? You seem angry. Did something happen between you and Oz?" Sharon asked this with a twinkle in her eye, as if she already knew the answer. I hate when she does this!
"Sharo-"I began, but she quickly interrupted. Why does she always do this, so troublesome!
"Call me Sharon-oneechan; I've always wanted a little sister!" Sharon always insisted on this whenever she wanted to help me with something.
"S-Sharon-oneechan, why does Oz always ignore me and think about other people. I don't understand, he's my manservant, my property. He always leaves without me. It makes me feel weird inside." As soon as I spoke, there was a gasp and before I knew it, Sharon was broken, or at least that's what it looked like.
"Miss Alice," Sharon squealed with tears in her eyes, "Those feelings are called jealousy and loneliness, they are essential to love and heartbreak!"
"Sharon-oneechan, are jealousy and loneliness tasty? What is love?" I asked this because they sound like good dishes. Apparently, I was wrong.
"No Miss Alice, jealousy(as I have told you before!) would be bittersweet and loneliness would be along the same line, and love is caring for someone a lot. Many say it is a wonderful experience. Umm, Alice do you perhaps love Oz?" Sharon said this staring at me the whole time. What am I supposed to say?
"What is this nonsense? Oz is my manservant and nothing else!" I protested, unsure of what else I should say.
"Alice, if that's true, then why do you look so embarrassed? You're almost about to turn pink." Sharon pointed out things like this at the worst times. " I think you do to some extent."
"Um, Sharon-oneechan, if that is the case, then what should I do? All he does is flirt with other girls. " Without noticing, I felt boiling hot tears rolling down my face. What is this feeling? Is it loneliness?
" In that case, you should tell him." Sharon didn't hesitate in telling me her answer, she didn't even stop. "If you don't, he'll never notice on his own with all this conflict going on."
"Thank you Sharon-oneechan." I squeezed out, still unsure of what was happening .
" You're welcome Miss Alice," Sharon looked on the verge of crying as well, " Oh and what you are feeling is probably loneliness and despair. These are the worst. Good luck Alice, trust your heart."
I walked back to my room and lay down, brooding over my feelings. What am I supposed to do, this came up frequently in my mind. Sharon told me to trust my heart, so I guess I will tell Oz. Creak.
"Hi Alice, we're back!" Oz and Gilbert stepped through the door. OH NO!