A/N: I was just writing something I thought about. I dunno whether it's good or bad, just R&R please!
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Miami-characters. Each and everyone of them belong to the people at CBS and the producers.
Watching Them.
I have been watching all of them since the beginning. I have seen Megan Donner leave the lab, I have seen Horatio becoming the head of the lab. Then Megan returned. But in less than a year, she decided she could better go.
I've seen Horatio shocked because of the death of his mentor and former supervisor from when he was still in the bomb squad. I've seen the whole team shocked when a girl was found dead and it turned out the person who was responsible had assaulted many girls. I've seen them all learn to get along. I've seen Speed laugh about Delko's full last name; Delektorsky. I've seen them chase a sniper. I've seen some of them chasing drug manufacturers. They have been exposed to radiation. I've seen Horatio to care of women who turned out to be a disappointment; and yet, he hasn't learned from it. Or should I say he still hasn't lost his trust in people? I've seen Horatio trying to save a girl who's a stripper: he doesn't realise he can't help all people. I've seen Horatio and Speed involved in shootouts. Multiple times even. I've seen how Horatio didn't get along with the Feds and one of the employees of IAB; Rick Stetler. I've seen Speed attracted to a woman of which he knew she was the killer; I was surprised about the way he tricked her to confess. I've seen them all care for all of the innocent victims. I've seen Speed and Delko involved in a club fire. I've seen the team nearly killed by explosions; I've seen Horatio having to put up with his past, his brothers past and the recent past of the cases he had worked on. I've seen how Calleigh's dad became a public defender. I've seen how hurricanes created huge crime scenes. I've seen how Horatio had to put up with the discovery of his niece Madison and the fact that Raymond, well, let's say he just couldn't be with just one woman. I've seen Horatio travel all the way to New York to hunt the killer of a couple.
I've seen Speed die.
I don't want to continue. I can't continue. It's not because the death of Speedle hurt me this much (though it quite did). It's because… I don't know why I can't continue. Maybe it's because the team fell apart. I know Horatio added Ryan Wolfe to the team. But the team could never be the same again. I am supposed to be the bond that kept the team together. I have been told I was their consciousness. I wouldn't know. It's a huge change you know. I was the consciousness of four people, but when one died, a quarter of myself was supposed to go away. But since I cannot be broken apart in pieces, I was relieved of duty and became the consciousness of someone else. Her name was Marisol Delko and she was the sister of one of my previous people. She married Horatio and because of that and because of the fact she was Eric's sister, I could follow what happened in the lab. But she also died. From then on, I've been waiting for someone to need consciousness. Ah, there's a new vacancy. Hmm, somewhere else a group fell apart. All of them left need new consciousness. Maybe I'll apply.