You see their body motionless. You expect them to move but they won't. You remember their laugh. The way they would smile at you when you did something impressing. You know they wouldn't want you to cry but you do any ways because they were special and would only live in your heart now that they are gone. You cry harder because you then remember the bad times you had with them. You wish you could of been there more than you were. You also wish you could take the arguments you had. You feel the numbness all over as you as you know you love them because of the way they cried as you did something for them that no one ever understands. The playful times when they would try to make you happy and forget the worst times. You are troubled because you don't understand why they had to go when they did. You don't know how you ever going to live without them. You think you'll never make it. You wish it was you and not them because you think you are unworthy of life without them. You try to remember the last time you spoke face to face. You then realize that you are at the crematory. Saying your final good byes to one of the one in a life time people who left a mark on you. The words you wish that you never say one last time. The last two words that you wish you'll never say again.
Good-
Bye
This was my first actual serious piece I ever done. If you're wondering This was about more than One person for me who left me in 2014. I lost 2 grandma's :(