March 15, 2006

Dear Diary,

I lived in the darkness so long that I've forgotten who I really am and where I belong I feel as if something has been taken away from me, like my soul or something, do you understand Diary, I apology's for not writing to you for so long but I found you deep within my closet that I could not find you.

I know you must despise me, even thought you might be paper I think everything is alive no matter how lifeless, harmless, and motionless it looks, so I give you my best apologies from the bottom of my heart, if I have one I guess.

You know Diary if anyone were to read this they would think I was some crazy lonely girl without a life or purpose, ha-ha, I would love to see them say that to my face for I could purify it right off! Yes my dead Diary I have finally discovered my true powers, I am a miko (priestess), guardian and protector of the Shikon No Tama. A beautiful jewel that a powerful miko, Midoriko, she has pulled out her soul as with a strong demon and sealed it within this big pink pearl that I accidentally shattered.

Sigh, I am very ashamed of myself for doing such a thing to something that powerful and magnificent but like my father said to me once, A thing that happens accidentally and magically is a deep darkest destiny.

Do you miss my father too Diary? Giggle I know he was so funny and full of love that not even the purest kings could match for their precious gold. Sigh, my travels with Inuyasha and the others aren't going so well as I hoped, Kikyo happen to AGREED to HELP us LOOK for the jewel shards my future Japanese ass!

She just wants to get closer to Inuyasha for she could send him to hell with her, well I got one thing to say to you sister and that's to go to the deepest darkest more blazing pit of hell and BURN!

Okay so I over exaggerated right there, so what, can blame a girl?

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Sigh, I wish there was some man out there that would treat me like I was everything to them and understand what I must do and not yell at me about it like Inuyasha does, he yells at me 24/7 just wanting to go home and take a couple of tests.

Man! Oh one time when he was comparing me to Kikyo I got so mad that picked up a BIG ASS boulder and threw it at him with some o miko powers within it! I was so shocked that I started laughing my head off, ha-ha, Inuyasha couldn't walk straight for a month, ha-ha, well who cares more free time for me baby! And I was lovein' it.

Okay my dear Diary I must retire for the night since today I have to go to my new school since the principal said I missed too many days and wouldn't able to finish the exam, quizzes, and tests I missed, ooo when I get my hands on Inuyasha he'll be wishing he was still pinned to the tree!

Well good-night Diary I hope to speak with you again tomorrow if I get the chance to.

Kagome closed her black diary that said NIGHTMARE in silver glittery letters and at the bottom is says KILL in crimson red letters Kagome smiled at the memories of when she begged her father to get it for her when she was small. And the lock was more tricky then the other ones, you know the one with normal small keys that give with it or voice identity, well this one doesn't have those this one opens by rearranging the letters on it.

Like the word NIGHTMARE and KILL will automatically rearrange itself then you have to find out what the letter will spell out then rearrange them and POP! It'll open for you.

But he said no nicely then left the store then on her birthday he gave her a red flat square box and when she opened it up it was the diary she wanted she was so happy that she choked her father to death then ran up to her room decorating it with glitter she got from her mother.

Kagome looked over at her little pink clock to see it was midnight she smiled lightly then blew out the incense candle that smelled of cotton blossoms and snuggled under her covers then let sleep claim her.

Morning

"Kagome wake up or you'll be late for your first day f your new school!" Kun-Loon hollered from downstairs Kagome shot up from her bed then look at her clock to it was 6:30am Kagome screeched in horror then jumped out of her bed and ran straight into her room bathroom that she made just a couple moths ago.

Taking a quick icy cold shower, Kagome didn't know why she loved to take cold showers now, she quickly got dressed in her new blue school uniform, grabbed her brown file bag, tan downstairs and out the door saying good-bye to her mother over her shoulder.

Kun-Loon giggled and waved good-bye Souta walked beside his mother and looked up at her "Kagome surely does run faster than Inuyasha" he said Kun-Loon looked at him "maybe because all that running she does back in the feudal era and fighting demons, now you go get ready for I could take you to school mister" she said Souta groaned then walked in the house.

"Phew, I made it on time" Kagome ran the whole way here, she almost got ran over by two trucks and three speeding cars, taking a deep breath Kagome walked into the school with a small smile sure she was little nervous, but who cares she gets to go to a new school without Hojo in it!

Giggling a little she walked into what seemed to be the main office a woman behind the counter looked up from the computer and looked at her she smiled brightly when she saw the warm look in Kagome's chocolate brown eyes (I know I put that in all my stories, but it's her real eye color).

"Hello there are you new here?" she asked kindly Kagome nodded shyly the woman laughed lightly "okay let me make you a schedule and then make a call to the teacher and you could be on your merry way" the Attendant woman said Kagome nodded again then sat down.

The woman typed something down on the computer she clicked the mouse two times and one paper slid out of the printer she grabbed it and put it one the counter "here you go and now let me call the teacher" she picked up the phone and dialed five digits Kagome heard the phone ring a couple times then she heard someone pick up "hello Mr. Tony I am calling you to tell you there will be a new student coming in you class a little late… Uh-huh… Oh no she's not late on purpose I was making her schedule and the dang computer messed up so it took me awhile to fix it… NO!" Kagome shot back in her seat surprised at the woman's outburst.

'Okay, note to self don't get this woman mad or start writing my will' she mused the woman hung up the phone and sighed she looked at her "you may go now and come back anytime you need something okay sweetie?" Kagome nodded then quickly walked of the room.

She headed down the hall looking at every door when suddenly one opened an ugly scrawny teacher with a huge buck tooth walked out (I don't know that teacher's name) he looked at her narrowing his eyes "this is your class now get in here before I mark you late" he said. Kagome narrowed her eyes at him then walked in with a huff and ACCIDENTALLY stepped on his foot he yelped in pain "oopssiieee, I didn't see your foot there, my bad" Kagome said SWEETLY then walked over to an empty desk that was in a corner in the back of the room.

The teacher glared at her then closed the door behind him, well more like slamming it to shut the laughing students up, then walk over to his desk he cleared his throat "please open to page 226" he said everyone opened their books to page 226 while Kagome just sat there looking for a book.

She saw a shelf with books that looked exactly like the other students and looked around making sure no one was looking then wagged her finger up and down (okay that doesn't sound right) the book slowly pulled out from the shelf then glided over to her.

Kagome graved it and smiled with triumph 'thank you powers' she thought quickly turning to page 226 Kagome followed along with the rest of the class not knowing that a pair of eyes saw her do her little trick.

BRRRIIIIINNNNGGGG! "Okay class remember to do your reports tonight" Mr. Buck Tooth said everyone gathered their stuff and walked out the door Kagome walked down the hall while looking at her schedule she saw a white sticky note on it.

She stopped and read it "you may take the rest of the school day off and look around the school I have told your other teachers what you are doing so don't worry, Sincerely, Mrs. Valentine" she read aloud.

'Hm, well since I got the whole school day off what should I do?' Kagome remembered that there was a tree somewhere around the school that was pretty far from the building but not too far that people or teachers couldn't see you, agreeing to her plan she ran off down the hall.

Up in a tree a short boy with black hair that defied the laws of gravity, had a white headband tied around his forehead, wearing all black and had a sword on his left hip was slumbering when he heard footsteps coming towards him.

He opened his red eyes then looked down to see a girl with raven black hair and chocolate brown eyes that held warmness and fire in them walking over to the tree he was sitting in 'I never seen her around here before' he thought he watched as she sat down under the tree then pull out a black book that had weird silver and red letters on it the girl put her finger on the sliver N then slid it the side of the book then she did the same things to the other letters.

When she was done the letters spelled out NIGHTMARE and KILL he raised his eyebrow thinking it was kind of strange the girl opened the book which made a soft pop sound 'so it was locked' he thought finally understanding why the girl did that and he was quite impressed.

Kagome pulled out a black pen from inside her bag then started writing in it…

March 16, 2006

Dear Diary,

Today I started my new school without embarrassing myself, yeah! Giggle Mrs. Valentine gave me the whole school day off to look around but I already know my way around this school like it was home.

Mr. Tony or how I like to call him, Mr. Buck Tooth gave me an attitude so I stepped on his big foot, wasn't I nice?… Okay so I wasn't, sue me! I had to use a bit of my powers to get a book since I didn't want to ask the mean teacher.

I know, I know! it's forbidden to use my powers around in public but I was desperate! Okay maybe not that desperate but still, Right now I'm under a tree far away from the school building but not too far away that nobody can't see me just far enough that I won't be distracted.

It's lovely here in this little spot, I shall claim this spot as my peace ground and if anyone dares to trespass it I shall eliminate them with my almighty poison claws! Laugh! Just kidding I don't have poison claws but still this spot is mine, all mine MUHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay I think I finally lost it…

I wonder what everyone else is doing, knowing them I'm thinking Inuyasha is somewhere screwing Kikyo, yuck and vomit, Miroku maybe asking some village girls to bear his child then getting beat up by Sango's Hiraikots, it's a giant demon bone boomerang. Shippo I think will be helping Kaede pick herbs, playing around with the village kids, or playing with Kirara, a two tailed cat demon.

I think I know them a little TOO well and not myself, plus people are keep on calling me Kikyo's reincarnation (I despise those who say that) heck! Even Inuyasha compares me to that dead hooker bitch and tells me how better she is!

AHHHH! I just want to scream my head off, no better, blow it off with a pistol that would be sweet, NOT!

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I feel so lonely, like that song AKON, Lonely. It describes perfectly how I feel when Inuyasha's around Kikyo and follows her around like lost puppy, freaking half-breed two timing horny mutt hound grumble, grumble.

Sometimes I think if Inutaisho was alive he would smack the hell out of him for going out with a clay pot, you know how wrong that is?

………

It's more messed up then a demon mating a human or a miko, since mikos are demon's greatest enemies, sometimes I wonder how demons came to hate mikos, I could understand humans, hn, we might never know, but I am on a mission to find out why… By not trying to kill every damn demon who wants eat me!

When I was six or so I used to dream of getting married or mated to a handsome demon no matter what they were (human, half demon, demon, or forbidden child) I didn't care. As long as they loved me more than the world itself then I didn't give a damn if the world doesn't like my decision, meaning the higher up, then they could come down here for I could beat the shit out of them and teach them to like it and believe me if it was possible I would.

Plus I heard from Sango that if two different types of demons were to be mated and have a child it would be forbidden since it will have both their powers and the child plus the family will be immediately killed.

When I heard that I swear my face turned more darker then blood itself I shouted so loud about how wrong that was I could have sworn the Gods and Devils heard me and trembling in fear by my fury and they should be!

Killing an innocent demon family and their child just because it's forbidden was just wrong! Who gives damn if the child would become more stronger then any demon or human in the world when they grow, I sure hell don't! Shit! I got a migraine… UHG! I know if the child become consume by it's power it would mad and kill everything in sight and would become a threat to the world but still if the demon child were to be tooken care of like it was a life line then nothing bad will happen.

I give every demon a chance to live, I only kill demons because they try to kill me with hesitation or regret. I'm not like other mikos who kill a demon at first sight and shoot an arrow up their ass, no I give them time to explain even if it takes me the whole day.

And I have a wolf demon calling me 'his woman' from giving him another chance in life and his two friends calling me their sister, I made more demons and half-demon friends more then I make human friends. I guess it's fait, well if I see a forbidden child I would let them live and protect him/her from harms way which I know would be impossible but I'm up for a challenge.

Oh and if the child's parents or clan kciks them out I swear i will go there with a freaking bags of granades, a millitary tank, and a bazuka and blow their asses to hell! believe me Diary I will do it, ti's fucked up to kick YOUR OWN child out of their home just for they don't get in trouble shit i I had a forbidden child I'll run away from my mate with MY child. And if they find me I'll quickly hide them giving them a note saying what happened and what will happen if they did anything wrong I'll take thing like a man! Well technically a woman but still a woman warrior!

BEWARE PEOPLE IF THOU SHALL HURT THE FORBIDDEN CHILDREN THOU SHALL BE DEAD BEFORE THOU SHALL KNOW IT!

Huh?… Diary I must take my leave I feel a demonic and two high spiritual presences approaching.

Kagome quickly closed her diary, the words scrambled up againthen laid it right behind her she looked up to see a handsome boy with red hair, green eyes, wearing a pink school uniform instead of blue, another boy with orange Elvis style hair, beady blue eyes, wearing a blue school uniform, and another boy with short slick black hair, grey eyes, wearing a green school uniform.

One thing went through Kagome's mind and that was 'look at the color of the rainbow' the three boys stopped in front of her "uh, yes?" she asked unsure of what to say the boy with red hair smiled warmly then bowed "hello I'm Suuichi Minamino" he greeted politely.

The boy with slick black hair that looked like it was gelled back huffed a bit "I'm Yusuke Urameshi" he said puffing out his chest a little trying to show he was tough which only made Kagome look at him like he had three head. The ugly tall boy with orange hair smirked then pointed to himself "I'm the great Kazuma Kuwabara" he said proudly 'yeah and I'm Cat Woman' she thought she then heard a light snicker but thought it was a rustle or something.

Putting on a fake cheerful smile Kagome introduced herself "I'm Kagome Higurashi, new transfer student here" she said Suuichi nodded "we figured that out when we first saw you and that we never seen you around at this school" he said.

Kagome laughed lightly 'he has a white kitsune spirit within him, strange' she thought "hey it was pretty funny that you stepped on pain in the ass's foot like that" Yusuke said smirking Kagome shrugged "what could I say? He was being a dink" Yusuke and Kuwabara laughed "so true" they said in unison.

Kagome laughed with them but saw the sun's position and stood up totally forgetting about her diary that was lying on the ground "it was nice meeting you but I have to get home, Sayanora!" Kagome ran off with her bag in her hand.

(Kagome could tell the time by just looking at the sky) Everyone watch her disappear around the corner they frowned "she seemed normal to me and her spiritual powers are as normal as you everyday human teenage girl" Kuwabara said.

Behind them Hiei jumped down from the tree he was about to walk over to them but stopped then he felt something under his foot he looked down to see Kagome's black diary lying innocently on the ground he bent down and picked it up the cover felt smooth.

He stared at it for awhile taking in all it's structure he walked up to his friends Suuichi was the first one to notice him "oh hello Hiei, did you feel anything abnormal about that girl?" he asked Hiei looked at him "no, why?" "because in class we saw her get a book without graving it" Yusuke said.

"Hey don't you call that telekinesis?" Kuwabara asked Yusuke sweat-drop "oh" he said Hiei shook his head lightly then muttered something Suuichi looked at him then saw the book in his hand "hey Hiei what's that?" he said pointing to the black book with scrambled up words that were in different colors.

Hiei looked at him "it belonged to that woman" "open it so we could read it" Yusuke said smirking Suuichi looked at him with disapproval "Yusuke that looks to be her diary" he said Yusuke snorted "it looks pretty odd to be a girlie diary, aren't they usually pink with flowers on it or something?" he asked.

Suuichi was now glaring at him "we will not open it and read it, we will return it to her tomorrow" he said Yusuke huffed "sheesh , you surely know how to ruin the fun around here" he muttered "well I'm sorry to ruin your FUN but it's not right now Hiei give me the book. For I could return it to Kagome tomorrow" he said reaching out his hand Hiei looked at hand but did not give him the book he really wanted to know what the strange woman wrote it this black book.

So he did the only thing to keep the book with him, he ran away as a black blur everyone blinked a couple times until they finally registered what happened "Hiei get back here with Lady Kagome's diary!" Suuichi shouted angrily.

Yusuke and Kuwabara backed away from the furious Suuichi, never had they heard him yell before since he was usually calm and patient but now he was seething in anger and it was quite scary.

Higurashi Shrine

Upstairs in Kagome's room Kagome was throwing random stuff around muttering something "damn I know I had it with me this morning and now I can't find it" she said she threw her pillow across the room and looked around on the bed.

After a while it finally hit her "I left my diary at school!"

SD: Okay this story is my pretty weird one but I hope you liked it or and give me a rating of pairings here

Kag/Hiei

Kag/Kur

Kag/Sess

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