Summary: missing you other half
Chapter 1: Tell Me
Miami, Florida
Feburary 12, 2004
' What have I been doing for the these past nine years'...Kim thought as she walked into her
Kitchen..' wasting my life away..it's been almost nine years since I left for Florida to train for
the Pan Globals which I medaled in the beam and floor routine..and now I got exactly what
I want...nothing to hold or love because i foolishly ruined the best thing...
"What's on the Radio...hmmm"...Kim mumbled as she sat on the couch and pressed the tune
button unitl she found some music..." Another song that descirbes what we had before I wrote
that stupid letter full of lies...
Ladies and Gentleman welcome to the quiet zone...here's a song from Whitney Houston titled
I know him so well...enjoy"!
"Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect Situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
From wanting dar too much for far too long
Looking Back, I could have done it differently
Won a few few more moments, who can tell?
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know, I know him well"
'I used to' Kim thought as she curled up underneath a quilted blanket listening to the song
"Wasn't it good, Wasn't it fine
Isn't it madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little more than before
Security, he needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well"
' I'm crazy he's probably married to Kat, they looked so happy back then...maybe I was a good
decision to let him have his freedom and fantasy since I couldn't no longer be there to give him
what he needed'...Kim's subconscious reminded
" No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide
Looking back, I could have played it differently
Learned about the man before I fell
But I was ever so much younger then
Wasn't is good (oh so good), Wasn't is fine (so fine)
Isn't madness he can't be mine
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart
Wasn't it fine
Isn't madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little more than before
Security, he needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
It took some to understand him
Hoo ooh I know him so well"
' This song definitely describe mine and Tommy's old relationship to a 'T'...my friends haven't called
me or checked on me...Jason knows where I live..hell he was the one who helped me move in...and
then he left...maybe I deserve what I'm going through...oh well now I'm just left with my dreams that
will never come true'...Kim slowly drifted off to sleep
Reefside, California
"Oh this is great"...a woman's voiced injected from the doorway
"And what's that...Tommy wondered as he shuffled through his closet
"I want some attention from my boyfriend...you can take care of whatever you are looking for later...
I'm more important"
'Oh really'...Tommy thought as he turned around facing his girlfriend..."In case if haven't noticed I'm
trying get what I'm gonna wear tomorrow instead of waking up running around here in the morning
at the last minute..it's called being prepared"
"Grouchy...well when you get your clothes picked out...come to bed...goodnight Tommy"...Tommy's
girlfriend informed as she got in bed facing the bathroom
"Night Mila"...Tommy commented as he pulled out a pair of Beige Khakis and a Black Polo Shirt
Ring, Ring, Ring
"Hello...Tommy asks as he sat down on his bed
What's up bro...whatcha' doing...Jason queried
Nothing right now...why..Tommy answered
"Just wondering if you feel like taking a road trip on Saturday"
"I'm might if you tell where the this road trip ends at"
" Well it's a surprise...you see I haven't seen someone that's dear to the both of us?"
"Jase...I haven't seen her since the Muiranthias incident...I doubt she'll be happy to see me"
"Tommy...is Mila next to you"...Jason questioned
"No she's not...I'm downstairs in the Kitchen...I might just sleep on the Sofa bed tonight"
"Why"
Tommy exhaled deeply while sitting down at the table.." Do you want to long version of short to
point version.."
"It's up to you...but I probably know why.."Jason replied
"Jase...she's bossy...and demanding...and my heart's not in it like it was when we first hooked up
almost two years ago"
Jason sighed on the other end.."So join me and few others for the road trip.."
'Maybe I should...it's been too damn long since I've seen the woman who held my heart and broke
it in the cruelest way' Tommy pondered " Who else is going"
' I knew it' Jason thought as he took a deep breath..."Trini, Billy, Zack, Adam, Tanya, Aisha, Rocky,
Kat, and me so far..are you still deciding..Jase retorted with a satisfied smirk on his face
"What time are you guys leaving on Saturday..and how long are you staying down there.." Tommy
asked
"Actually we're planning to leave at Midnight...I'm driving my Expedition which seats five...plus all of
the suitcases"
" I'll drive my Expedition...but I wonder who's riding with you" Tommy inquired
"That'll be Kat, Zack, Adam and Tanya..Jase informed
"Ok I'll call Billy and Rocky...Tommy said
" No need to man...they're all right here smiling at me...Billy just told me that they'll be at your house
at 8 o'clock..that'll give you plenty of time to make sure you pack for the next seven days...Jason says
" I feel like I'm a pawn in one you guys masterplan...but anyways I'll be here..and hopefully someone will
be gone..and I hope that someone else will talk to me finally..Tommy points out as he yawned
"Hey sleepyhead go get some sleep..I'll call you tomorrow when I think that you won't fall asleep on my
night bro..Jason replies
"Hahaha..night bro and tell the others I said goodnight.." Tommy tossed in quickly
"Sure man see you"
"Uh -huh" Tommy added in as he turned the phone off ' Please let us try to get back on some kind of
friendship level'..Tommy got up and went into the Living room and pulled out the sofa bed and got in
and clicked off the lights and rolled to his left and went to sleep
Jason and Kat's Apartment
"We let them talk nobody is to set them up..." Trini suggested
" I wonder if she'll even let any of us inside her house...we didn't call her...Aisha inputs
" Well she'll probably close the door or totally ignore us...Rocky commented
" Either way we need to tell and maybe even show her that we are still her friends even if she don't want
us to be..Zack points out
" Come on guys...face it..we let her down..she cut us off and we didn't either try to reconnect or even try
to re-establish anykind of relationship with Kim...Billy spoke softly
Tanya got up and went into the kitchen and tossed her plate in the trash can..." Why don't we wait to see
what happens when we show up on her doorstep.." Tanya stated
" I agree none of us know what Kim's reaction is gonna be like...especially when she sees Tommy along
with us..let's get some sleep...Kat implied
"No arguing there..."Adam inputs
All of the others said their goodbyes and good nights and left...Jason and Kat checked the house then
want upstairs to bed
(Author's Note...I hope that anyone who reads this likes it or dislikes it...I'm just getting my feet wet...
plz review anyways!)