I drink too much

'You look good in leather'.

Sam can't help but stare at his brother, Dean was wearing that damn leather jacket again, the one that hugs his biceps and fits him like a second skin. Why did he have to look so damn gorgeous all the time, Sam thinks he does it on purpose. Asshole.

'In bars'.

Dean was practically glowing, he always looked so comfortable in bars, flirting with the bar maid, laughing at stupid jokes like it was the easiest thing in the world. The bar lights made Deans eyes look like Emeralds and Sam couldn't help but get lost looking in them. Fuck, he had it bad.

'Breaking things, breaking hearts'.

To say Dean was mad was an understatement, technically it was Sam's fault he did lead the guy on, but Dean's reaction was over the top, flipping a table Dean, really? All the guy did was squeeze his arse it's not like he bent Sam over the bar and…you get the point. The thing was Sam loved it when Dean got angry, he was fucking sexy as hell.

Number five. Five girls have tried to flirt with Dean now, and the look on their faces is priceless when he turns them down. Stupid bitches, Dean is taken, he just doesn't know it yet.

'You look good in pleasure'.

Sam remembers the first time he caught his brother having sex, it was a total accident…promise. He can remember it clear as day, the way Dean had his head thrown back in ecstasy, the small moans that fell out of his mouth and the way his muscles tremored. Beautiful, that was the only way to describe it. Dean looked beautiful.

'In hotels, loneliness is the key to break that spell'.

Dean is crashed out on the hotel bed and the longer Sam stares at his brother, the more he thinks about what Dean's life would be like without him. He would finally have a family, but Sam is sure he would be lonely without his brother, but if Dean ever wanted to have a 'normal' life maybe loneliness is the price he will have to pay.

'In your blood, the fetish'.

Dean still thinks about the time Sammy was hyped up on demon blood, he is pretty sure Sam has some blood drinking fetish that he isn't telling him about. He can't deny the fact that Sam with demon blood in his veins was hot as hell, it gave him all sorts of nasty ideas, one of his favorites is him on his knees in front of Sam and…that's a story for another time.

'The prize of a million teasing moment's blind'.

Sam keeps giving Dean fuck me eyes. Or is he? To be honest he can't tell whether Sam is flirting with him or just simply teasing him. He would like to think Sam is doing it just to get him all hot and bothered, and if it is then his baby brother better watch his back, and if he behaves himself like a good boy then Dean has a very special prize for him.

'Will release you from the circus, the railway'.

What Dean wants most in life is to get his brother out of this life. When people ask them what they do for a living he tells them they are part of the circus, it's not a complete lie, their life is one big joke after all. Dean would love to just get on a train and go somewhere far away, start a new life with his brother, god knows they deserve it.

'But the gravity between us will keep us safe'.

Dean is very certain of one thing, as long as they have each other, as long as Dean has his Sammy they will be safe, nothing can hurt them and no matter what, they will always find each other. Always. That's just how it is, how it will always be.