My secret

Disclaimer: I don't own Veronica Mars, it is all property of Rob Thomas…

Ships: LoVe

Season 3 spoilers,

Takes place after the spit & eggs

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"What can I help you with Miss?" The secretary looked at the young blonde in front of her.

"I wish to transfer to UF, as soon as possible."

The secretary nodded. "Your name?"

The young blonde sighed. "Veronica.. Veronica Mars.."

"Alright Ms. Mars, it will just be a second, I'll call them now."

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Veronica, Piz, Mac and Wallace were at another sorority party at the Pi Sigs, trying to solve another case. After solving the case of the rapist and Mercer locked away for good, another problem had begun. Veronica finally admitted she couldn't forget Logan, which had made the others drag Veronica to every possible party in attempt to make her forget the boy who had broken her heart. Veronica tried to escape every time, but this time they had made sure she couldn't find any excuses. So there she was, standing in a corner and watching Wallace talk to some girl, while Mac and Piz was discussing something, when something caught her eye… Logan… who stood in a corner with some random girl. He looked up and saw Veronica and then bent down and kissed the girl. Veronica turned and grabbed her beer and drank it. A girl looked at her and smiled.

"I see we have a lot in common tonight."

Veronica looked confused so the girl pointed to another corner where a guy stood making out with some random girl. "Meet my former boyfriend.."

Veronica nodded and understood. She really couldn't hide her pain. The girl showed a bottle of Jack D. and said: "Have some, you properly need it at much as I do."

Veronica smiled. "I think you might be right, um…"

– "Shelly.." the girl helped.

"Right Shelly, you're right.." Shelly filled their glasses and after 6 more the girls were beginning to feel a bit drunk.

"I hate him!"

Shelly nodded, "I hate him too…"

"I'm gonna tell him to go to hell…"

Shelly threw her arms in the air: "You go girl!"

Veronica got up and walked around until she found Logan standing in the corner with Dick. "I hate you!" She yelled and Dick started laughing.

"Man, you really know how to leave a girl unsatisfied.." and raised his hand for Logan to give him high-five, but Logan just looked at him and turned around and left for the bathroom. Veronica followed him. He finally found a bathroom inside a guestroom.

"Hey, I wasn't finished telling you to go to hell!" She yelled at him.

He looked hurt at her. "What do you want from me Veronica? I loved you, dammit. It was you who didn't feel the same way."

She started to cry and he hugged her. When she dried her eyes and looked up at him he smiled and his mouth came closer to hers. She closed her eyes and felt his mouth brush over hers and she opened up to him. She had missed him and when she took off his shirt and he didn't protest, she couldn't stop herself anymore. She wanted him so badly. She pushed him down at the bed and he pulled of her shirt too.

"I need you.." She whispered to him as she felt him motion to take off her pants and she gladly let him.

He groaned against her ear as she caressed his back and pulled of his pants. He entered her and she moaned out his name as he held her hands over her head and kissed her hard, while his hips motioned against hers. She really did love him. She just wished she could say it out loud.

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She looked at the test in her hand and it showed what she had known. She was pregnant. It had been almost two months since the night at the Pi Sigs and she had had the feeling for almost 3 weeks that she might be pregnant.. She needed to find Logan.

She left a note at the table for her dad and drove to the hotel, where she used the key he had given her a long time ago. What she didn't expect to see was Logan laying in the couch making out with Parker.

"What are you doing here?" Logan asked.

"Are you guys like dating?"

Parker got up and nodded, while she took Logan's hand. "We're in love, we belong together."

Veronica looked at Logan who just stood there, saying nothing. Veronica turned around and left.

As the elevator door closed she heard him yell: "Veronica wait, let me explain.."

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The sight of them together last night had burnt into her brain and she had made her decision in the elevator ride. She had to keep the baby and she never wanted to see them together again. She didn't even want to tell her father, how could she disappoint him like that?

The secretary hung up the phone. "There is a spot opened as soon as next week, you can even continue the classes you begun here. Are you sure, miss?"

Veronica nodded. "I'm certain, will you make the arrangements?" The secretary nodded.

As Veronica left the building she took her phone. "Weevil? I need your help…"

Just as she hung up she ran into the two persons she didn't want to see.

"Veronica!" Parker said as she dumped into Parker.

"Um, sorry.."

The couple was holding hands and smiling. Veronica's grip around her bag tightened as she ran away, she could not deal with them. Her other hand automatically touched her stomach, where her unborn child was. As long as Weevil did as he had promised she would be alright.

She had saved some money and with them she could buy the necessary equipment to make sure her father wouldn't find her.

She drove by the nearest place with free web and logged on ebay. She had gotten what she wanted, the deal had gone through and would be sent to the mailbox she had rented under the name Victor Ryan. She drove to the other part of the town and called UCLA.

"Hallo, is this the administration?… It's Verona Jupiter calling to confirm my place at UCLA beginning next week? Yes, I would like to take my major in criminology and I will need to make use of the children care during next year. Did I get into the sorority of Kappa Motherhood? I did.. Thank you very much, I will see you Wednesday in next week."

Veronica hung up and got ready. Her father was not home and wouldn't be for the next two days, but Veronica did not wish to take a chance so she hurried home and packed the few things she needed, all her memories of Lilly she brought with her, but everything that reminded her of Logan was put in a box and thrown out at the trash can along with her phone. She had a long trip ahead of her if she wanted to succeed, so she packed her clothes too and stuffed into her car. After leaving a letter for her father, Wallace and Mac, she drove to Weevil's uncle, where Weevil waited for her.

"What's up V? Why do ya wanna gimme that fancy car for that old one?"

"I'm leaving Eli. I will miss you all here, but I decided to transfer to UF."

"Well Lady, your choice if you wanna leave this wonderful handsome dude behind.." Weevil grinned as he pointed up and down at himself.

"Seriously, We'll miss ya and if you decide to return I'll be here, you'll always have a friend in Weevil."

She smiled. "Thank you, it means a lot…"

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Parker and Logan was walking along the beach, holding hands and enjoying the sun. "Hon, isn't that some biker standing at your car?"

Logan looked up at his car and saw a short guy waiting for them. He ran quickly up the car with Parker right behind him.

"Logan, your ass… Didn't take you long, huh?" Weevil said pointing at Parker with a iron pipe.

"Stay out of this, Paco.. It is not any of your business.."

"Stay out? You're very wrong Logan.. It is my business when you mess with my girl."

Weevil swung the pipe a couple of times before he bashed the windscreen of Logan's car.

"Your girl? I have no idea of what you're talking about."

Weevil stopped. "You always were bad news, I told Veronica that… But you had to drive her out of town, didn't you?"

Logan looked confused. "What the hell are you talking about?"

"Didn't you get the memo? V is gone for good, she left two days ago, never to return again.. She left because of you." With that Weevil got into his car and drove away.

"I need to check something.." Logan said and drove away in his destroyed car, leaving Parker at the beach.

When he arrived at her apartment, he knocked hard at the door and Keith opened up.

"Mr. Mars is it true?"

Keith just looked at him. "Yes, and with her skills, I believe she will be hard to find…"

As Logan slowly walked back to his car, I noticed a box filled with stuff standing over by the trash can. In it was a lot of pictures of him and Veronica and the teddybear he had given her. He took the box with him home and looked it through. After looking at everything and finding nothing there, that he hadn't seen before, he was about to throw the box out when he saw a small piece of paper in the bow of the teddybear.

It said: I love you Logan….