Fall to Pieces, a harry potter fanfic

I sat at the Gryffindor table. I looked away from Harry and then back. He looked like he wanted to say I'm sorry I broke your heart Gin. I should be over him he's just a boy, but yet he's so different. I wish we could get back together.

I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

I didn't even realize I was staring at him.

"Ginny." He started. I just pretended he wasn't talking to me. I didn't want to talk to him I just wanted me and him to be together. I was staring blankly and he waved his hand in front of my face.

"Are you OK?" He asked.

"What do you think." I said wiping tears from my face. I walked away from the table.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

I found an empty hall and sunk to my knees. I needed Harry and he knew it. I knew he thought he was doing what was right but it was killing me. I would rather be killed by Voldemort than feel the way I feel today forever. But now that he was gone I needed him more, I needed to be in his arms. I need him and I know he must need me.

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the star
Back into your arms

I stood up and wiped my tears away. I went to the common room and sat on a couch. Doing my homework I couldn't help but think about Harry. I want to be with him. I love him, he must not love me or he would never do this.

I put down my homework it was pointless I wasn't paying attention. Why was Harry doing this it wasn't him? I knew why he did it but yet I didn't. I wanted to know if Harry was hurting just as bad. I needed to know everything.

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

Harry came and sat next to me.

"Why?" I asked.

"I had to." He said.

"Why did you have to?" I asked.

"I didn't want you to die." He said.

"I'm dieing anyway." I said. Tears were falling from my face and I didn't try to stop them.

I'm in love with you
Cuz I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

"Because I need you." I said sobbing.