Disclaimer: Is sellie together? No? Then nope guess I don't own Degrassi.
Good-bye.
Good?
What's good about bye?
Bye means that someone is walking out of your life.
Even if it means, "hey, I'm going to the store to get milk." A car could hit them and that would be good-bye.
So I hate good-byes.
It's been said one to many times.
Did Sean stay? And I leave?
Or did Sean leave? And I stay?
He went to Wasaga. And I stayed in Toronto. But I was the one who got in the car that drove away, and left him.
There.
With his parents.
His fucked up parents.
Just like mine.
But I am not him.
I won't go crying into my mommy's shoulders.
Because I already told her good-bye.
Why go back now?
Why did he stay? Why did I leave?
Why didn't I beg him to come home? Why didn't he want to?
I cried on his shoulder. Why did he turn my shoulder down?
I am so confused.
So good- bye Sean.Good-freaking-bye! I won't miss you.
I will miss you.
Do I want to miss you?
I don't know what I want.
Is it ever about what I want?
Nope. No it's never about me.
Am I selfless? Or does asking if I am selfless make me selfish?
Do you see what you've done to my head Sean?
I said I love you.
Do I love you? Or did I just want company?
Then, you said it back.
Do you really love me?
Or did you just say it to make me feel better?
Or did you say it to make me feel worse?
Better that someone loves me?
Worse that someone who loves me is walking out of my life?
Will you be back for me?
Or will you leave me here all alone?
With my questions?
Do you have questions?
Do you have answers?
Do you have anything with out me?
Do I have anything with out you?
Yes.
I have a bill here on this kitchen table.
One that I can't pay without you.
Come back Sean.
I miss you.
I love you.
I have no more questions.
I don't really understand it myself. I think she means that she knows she loves him and knowing that means she doesn't need to know anything else. I could possibly expand this. Put Sean's feelings in. Not quite sure. Reviews please!! Tell me what you think. Whether you loved it or hated it PLEASE review!
