This is just a little poem I needed to write to get the idea thing out of my system. I'll also write a songfic. There are two sides of Delphine. I Do, and I Don't. This is a poem about them through Delphine's eyes. Revised Version.

I Do, I Don't.

They control me.

I Do is the one that knows that in her heart what she's doing is wrong.

I Don't continues to attack herself and those around her.

The ones myself and I Do love.

Like Cicada.

Some days, I Do controls me and me and Cicada are free to be together.

Then I Don't Controls me, and Cicada is just a guard.

I know it hurts him when I Don't controls me.

Sometimes I wish I could die.

I Do is the only thing that stops me.

I try to get them to go away.

Even I Do.

I want to control myself.

Cicada doesn't understand.

I wish he could.

I do love him.

He doesn't know it.

We've been acting as friends.

I hope he knows I love him.

I see the hurt in his eyes when I Don't controls me.

A sign that he might love me, too.

I wish he could understand.

The hurt tells me he doesn't.

I wish to kill myself to kill them.

I fear it is the only way.

I can't.

I Do made sure.

I Do loves me.

I Don't is the driving force of my wish of death.

Papa, why have you forsaken me?

They said you died to protect me and make me happy.

Can you see the hurt in your daughter's eyes?

You died in vain.

Mama did this to me.

She drove into me I Don't.

For that I hate her with a passion.

I Do helps me hate her.

I still want to die.

I want Cicada to know that I love him.

But I am stuck behind the barrier that they have created.

Help me, Papa, to be strong.

I know that my prayers are pointless.

I asked this last time.

When I tried to fight I Don't.

I tried to fight her and hurt myself.

I stood up to her, and she won.

I cannot win.

Fin.