And He Did The Unforgiven....
by Shinigami
It had only been a week since he had left. Why did he have to leave? He hadn't given any reason to why he left him for her.
After all they had been through he left him for her! He had given him everything, his heart, his love, his trust and himself.
He claimed he loved him and only him. He had told him to trust him when he'd leave for hours on end and come home; smelling of her.
At first he had thought it was his imagination. They had had many months together, and each day he had smelled different and very unique.
He loved the way he smelled, it was an intoxicating smell. His blend in combination with his beautiful eyes. Ahh.. those eyes would haunt him for eternity. The sparkle when he'd look at him,the love that was so clear and the darkness when something troubled him. Yet even after he was gone, he still loved him, with all his heart.
He was still hurt over the names that he called him, even though they both knew, they were not true.
His betrayal hurt more than any battle wound ever could. He loved him and was betrayed by the one he loved more than anything in the world. So many question, with no possible answer or rather noone to ask and noone to answer.
He was alone, again, a feeling he had not felt in a very long time. Pictures of them covered the walls. He looked so happy in most, but as the more recent pitures went up his smile became less vibrant and alive.
Did he really ever love him? Does he still love him? Will they ever love eachother again? His life was everything that he could have ever wanted.
He meant the world to him and his heart was shredded to pieces.
But that was all about to change. he could not let him haunt his mind and control and destroy his life from here on.
He would make it on his own and someday down the road he would meet him again, maybe.
Who knows maybe they are destined to be together, but not now. Whatever happens only God will know.
Yay! Finally i typed up a story I've only had the prologue to. i'll write more if I get hmm.. lets make it small.... say maybe 10 reviews!
If people like it that much I'll continue. can anyone guess who the 2 guys are and which one has his heart shredded and who is the one that left??? There's a callenge for you! HEHE! runs away sayonara minna-san!!