Evergreen
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Episode:- None
Pairing:- Sandra/Gerry
Rating:- T/M
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Summary:- Short fluffy Sandra/Gerry piece from Gerry's POV, words from Evergreen by Will Young
Author's Note:- Short and fluffy I love this song and every time I hear it it screams song fic
Eyes like the sunrise
Like a rainfall down my soul
And I Wonder
I wonder why you look at me like that
What you thinking
What's behind
Don't tell me but it feels like love.
I open the door and you smile, your eyes shining with excitement that I know is left over from today's success and I wonder briefly why it's always my doorstep you end up on at these moments. I wonder why you tumble into my life like this, giving me for a short time what I long for every day as I listen to you talk, telling me again how we got a result, a real result, and how proud you are. I wonder if you know you're teasing me, I wonder if when you turn up here you always know how it's going to end and if when you calm and you stare at me, drowning me in the crystal blue of your eyes you're really telling me something else, telling me that you love me the way I love you. I don't know for sure but I tell myself it is as you step closer to me all words forgotten as our lips touch and I'm lost again.
Touch like an angel
Like velvet to my skin
And I wonder
I wonder why you want to stay the night
What you dreaming
What's behind
Don't tell me but it feels like love.
Your fingers tease me, as we begin the dance that will end in the familiar expression of love as I'm once again allowed to sample the greatest prize and make love to you like I wish I could every night. On these nights you give yourself to me so completely that I convince myself every time that it will be different that this time it's forever. When you melt into my arms, when you let me love you, I push away all doubts and lose myself in you. I drink in the softness of your skin, the tenderness in your touch, the way you give yourself to me like no one I have ever been with before and I convince myself that it's real. I have to because I love you and I am convinced at that moment that you love me just as much.
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together.
As we tumble into my bed yet again I imprint every second of this night on my memory as I do every time, I give up to you and put all my heart into showing you how I feel. I have to in the hope that you will realise and this will be more than it is but also because I fear this may be the last time. That this will stop and I'll be left in mourning for what I wish we had become.
Coz you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Coz you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it evergreen.
Lying beside you as you sleep, your body still entwined in mine I feel my heart swell, I know you think this is easy for me, that I can dismiss it as casual because you think that's what I do, but I can't not when it's you. You are my reason for getting up every morning, you are the woman I want more than any other, you are the one who makes all others look ordinary. You hold my heart and you will never know so I hold you closer, drifting into a contented sleep myself determined to enjoy these hours, the hours that make me believe that it could one day be real, before the sun comes up and we go back to reality. When we go back to a world where this doesn't happen, except that it does, and it will again and maybe one day it will be forever, until then I'll take what you give me and keep showing you that for me there is just you and hope that one day you see it too.
