Watch Me Bleed

Blood

So common so real , the only thing i feel

The feeling is so surreal but yet so unreal because in the end i can never heal

An everyday substance i see no matter how hard i try to flee

Blood Is

My vision

My view of everything

Flying on bloody wings

Because of this I'm nearly a puppet on strings

Falling so much until old wounds start to sting

Such a fool to Think i was still in full swing

Blood Is

Comfort

It fuels the rage

But rage is the main reason why I'm in this cage

Forbidden to turn this page

Blooded eyesight

Not myself tonight

Cant sleep Knowing what i do isn't right

while these walls dare to show my life

Always in this fight

This fire in myself that i purposely ingite

Not to my delight... i fear my own fright

Freeing myself from this illusion

Tired of theses exclusions

But yet i can't come to the conclusion

Blood

I drown in it

My pathways not lit

Trying to get away but lost in my own dugged pit

Lost...

To scared to admit

So I'm standing here taking every hit

Watching everyone mock me with their sarcastic shit

Blood

I watch it run down my face

Running down in an unsteady flow without grace

Wishing i could erase

My breathing Slowing back down to it's steady pace

Leaving droplets of blood with every step i take

Left behind a very familiar trace

Still trying to keep up with the human race

Blood

It leaves me lonely

All to myself

Something i never feared... But i do now

How did it get like this... How could i allow

To replace you with blood

Now I'm a disgrace missing your embrace

Something that was misplaced

Only left with blood in my mouth to taste

Watching the night sky turn blue

Thinking about you.. is this all true?

My chances of getting you back are few

so until then blood will have to do

My blood is cold

but in my veins the blood is bold

My life feels like a book that should to be told

My blood is brilliant red but why do i still feel dead

I can't live in bliss cause if your me it doesn't exist

such simplification

but what an infatuation

I bleed inside yes indeed

the temptation... such a want such a need

trying to resist but i still persist

I try to deny but i always kindly reply

The smell is such an intoxication

Trying to get away in an act of desperation

but i know this will later turn itself into a manifestation

A look of determination awakens

But I'm in to much elation to pay attention

So instead i just join this participation

Pick the scabs

Cover the bleeding

Doing this with no reason

misunderstood and lost feelings

I breathe in silence

Sitting here waiting in suspense

I've realized that I've become very dense

I hold my fist so much they themselves shed there own blood tears

my mind switching so many gears

So much frustration

yet i wait in anticipation

wishing this heart had the love it lacks

Tired of my feelings going amiss

So i throw myself in this abyss

In my time of dying I'll lye here

Crying with my blood stains drying

Trying

Denying

My last breath sighing

Now finally complying

The pressure of the world finally hits me at full speed

Didn't do my deeds, thought i could exceed but now no one will listen to my plead

While it's agreed by all to watch me bleed