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"I don't get it! How could they do this to us?" Jess fumed. He was talking about a little "incident" between Lorelai and Luke the previous night at the diner, that he probably wasn't supposed to see, because it probably wasn't supposed to happen.

"Jess, its okay. It was just a kiss, and haven't you noticed that there's a little going on between my mom and your uncle?" Rory counteracted.

"Well, yes I guess, but I never thought it could turn into anything! I mean, Luke has a girlfriend and he's off kissing your mom in his spare time! And did they even think about what that would do to us?"

"This is really hard to say.." Rory hesitated for a moment, looking away, afraid to met Jess' eyes, "But I don't think 'us' is going to work out too much longer, no matter who Luke is kissing in his spare time."

"What the hell are you talking about?!"

"Jess, I'm pregnant"

"But we never. I mean, almost, but it never actually happened.."

"I know. It isn't yours."

"Damn Rory, I should have guessed you couldn't stay away from that Dean bastard and his baby sister for long!" Jess spat at Rory, who still avoided his eyes as tears silently dripped down her cheeks. He turned and walked away, cursing with every step.

Rory couldn't bring herself to call him back. He was completely right. She was going to have Dean's child.

As she stood there silently for hours, rain slowly came and she reviewed the one night that had changed everything for her.

Jess had been in California for the weekend, trying to make some peace with his folks. Rory had gone to a party, at some rich kid's house, because Paris had more or less forced her into it. The party wasn't something Rory really remembered though. It all blended together in her mind. The next thing she could really separate out was being in the bedroom and unhooking her bra in front of a naked Dean..

The rest was almost clearly depicted in Rory's mind. It wasn't something she wanted to remember, even though it wasn't something against her will. The part that hurt the worst to remember is that she really wanted to be there, in that bed, with Dean.

The tears kept rolling and rolling until it was impossible for them to come out, and even then, Rory just stood there, late into the night, where she walked home, that night and her conversation with Jess replaying over and over again.

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Please review!! My first Gilmore Girls fic and I wanna know what you think!