Dear Ino,
I write this knowing you will never read it. This time it was different, you actually considered me before you answered. It was still a no, but you didn't give me an unthought-of response, or some lame excuse, you actually gave me an answer I couldn't reject.
This time it was different. Both physically and emotionally. Most times, someone will make me feel excited, emotionally stirred. With you, I feel calm…when we aren't training or playing games, joking around. My body reacts differently as well. The first thing that normally happens is that my face will change a little, I'll perk up, or become more attentive, or a slight muscle relax in various places on my body. My eyes will wander, and I know why most males have trouble keeping eye contact, the T&A department doesn't include the word eye. With you, my heart catches in my throat, and I need endless self-restraint not to just take you, by force if need be. I can keep my eyes locked onto yours most of the time. The clothing you wear accentuates what you have, and it does nothing for my libido, though that night after the faire, damn was that one hell of a test! I'm totally shocked that you couldn't hear my breathing, and that I didn't pounce on you then and there.
You don't even have to do anything sexually suggestive to give me a charge. I only wish I could make you feel the same way, to hear your breath hitch and your heart pound.
At least you didn't shut me out, say 'no, I'll never change my mind.' And that made me feel good, like I had a chance. I have hope that one day I can make you feel what you make me feel.
Thank Sasuke you let me keep that hope alive,
Sakura
