Kagome's last entry in her diary before she dies

ENDING TOO SOON

The day ends and night falls

The sun comes up marking a new day

The day might go on as planned or everything will be ruined

My heart breaks longing for a conscience

But I've fallen too deep, deep enough to not catch myself

I've fell and I'm still falling

I am standing in a room full of people, screaming; but no one hears me

I sold my my soul to the devil, Naraku but no one knows it

I need saving but I am the one saving others

My tears are full of blood, everyone sees it as tears of joy

I've already slipped but why do I still keep on slipping?

I am standing on a beautiful tropical island but inside every hurts me

I try to stop myself from crying but they keep streaming in numbers

I am watching the water drip and flow, sooner or later; I'm going to melt & flow into nothingness

One day I am going to disappear completely and no one will probably remember me

My heart will cease to exist and all together I'll be gone

Why do I keep hopping to be save when everyone sees me as their Saviour?

My real self is curled up inside of me hiding, hiding somewhere faraway to never resurface again

Darkness engulfs me everywhere even my eyelids are drooping

My eyes want to stay up and endure the pain but my heart has had enough

My life flashes in front of me but I can't even remember a time I was truly happy

except Inuyasha...

They say they love me but they always betray me in the end

I call them my friends, they see me as a virus who needs to to be gotten rid of

I'm screaming louder than I ever have but my enemies are the ones who hear me

Sesshomaru...

My friends have become my enemies and my enemies have become my acquaintances

There's light everywhere but all I see is the darkness getting near and nearer

I find myself falling deep inside but I can't stop

but I know I will always love you Inuyasha...