I sat against the cold wall room darkened my end of day shadows. Memories of you swim through my head one by one. So many. You were looking so strong in front of the crowd the mask hiding your face. I saw it through it all. I was your knight. I watched you.
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more (so much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost
To be saved?
Am I too lost?
When you left I tried everything to move one forget your glowing eyes dark hair. I still remember how you walked. You acted high and mighty but I saw through it all. You were as lost as the rest of us. No different no matter the status. But you did so much more then the rest. You rose up and lead us to what they have. What does it matter though when you're not here in my arms like I always wished.
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
I dreamt of you the other night. I dreamt of how your skin tasted how it felt. Like we were melding into one person. Did you ever see me as more then your knight? Was I yet just a pawn in scheme? I woke to darkness alone in bed and prayed for you to return even if I was to only play your knight.
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
am I too lost
to be saved?
Am I too lost?
I remember you, see you everywhere I look. Do you remember me? Did you ever see how I watched? I wanted you safe to hold you close and never let anything happen to you. Did you know? Is that why you left like you did? Is that why you sacrificed yourself.
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
I wish for salvation. I pray for you to be close. Why did you never see?
(Return to me salvation)
(Ohhhhhh)
(I want to die)
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
I fought only for you. I remember how I would yell that I never would. But you were my one. I can move on. I can't forget and I can't stand this pain. They spit my name out like venom. I will see you very soon. Then we can be together forever. Your slim form in my arms.
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ? (Christ)
Tourniquet
My suicide
My lelouch. I'll be with you soon.
(Return to me salvation)
(Return to me salvation)
All that they heard was the bang as the gun went off. The sight that greeted them all was that of a lost man. Suzaku holding the one picture of his love to his heart. A smile on his face and one note left.
I'll be with him always, even if to him I'm just his knight I will love him forever.
(The voices said to, . , my poor suzaku, why didn't you notice lulu why!!!! Anyway this is un-beta'ed and just a random drabble I don't own the song or anime song my tourniquet by Evanescence)