A/N: this was written on a burst of random inspiration! So please no flames
Disclaimer: I don't own any characters from inuyasha
Everyone had called him a cold-blooded killer, calling him a heartless bastard, but to me he was just Lord Sesshoumaru of the Western Lands, savior of me. Whenever someone looked into his eyes all they saw were murder and loathing. When I looked into his eyes I saw nothing, but pain and wanting. No one but me could see that in his golden orbs. I always wanted him to be happy, but no matter what, I could never find something or someone to forever make him happy. He would smile when I beat up Jaken, or when I brought him flowers. I had hoped InuYasha would help and heal the pain he had caused him, but he didn't. He always made it worse. The day he first laid eyes on you, his eyes lit up briefly, before returning impassive. I knew then that you were what he needed most. He probably wouldn't have said anything if I didn't. I saw you look at him, not scrutinizing like the others, but with sympathy, you must have seen what I saw every time I looked at him. Since then I would try and find you. Lord Sesshoumaru wouldn't let me. Even though he said he hated humans, that wasn't true, he loved you and me. When he knew you were in danger he would try and save you but InuYasha always interfered. Then when he had kidnapped you, he didn't hurt you, he saved you. But, when InuYasha took you back, Lord Sesshoumaru was hurt even more. Lord Sesshoumaru was too afraid to say he loved you, but he did. Then that fate full day came, InuYasha had run off to kill one of Narakus' minions. Lord Sesshoumaru was there fighting to save you from the real Naraku. InuYasha then came and used a huge attack on Naraku, but when he used it, it killed Lord Sesshoumaru as well. I was at his side crying, the last things he said were "Tell Kagome I love her, and Rin I love you as well," then his eyes closed and his last breath escaped him. You were at InuYashas' side worrying about him. After Naraku was defeated and the Shikon no Tama together again, you didn't go back to your time. You stay here, but didn't get together with InuYasha either. Now why I'm writing this letter: you saw how Lord Sesshoumaru acted towards you, but you never once noticed him dead. You are the reason he is dead, but you also the reason he died happy. He got to kiss you once, when he had kidnapped you. So even though you two were never together, I at least hope you loved him as much as he loved you.
From,
Rin
Once Kagome had finished the letter she had tears streaming down her face. How could she ever forgive herself for him dying? Yes, she had loved Sesshoumaru more than anything. That's why she wasn't with anyone, not even InuYasha. She stayed here in the feudal era 'caused she had hoped Sesshoumaru had survived. Kagome Higurashi had loved Lord Sesshoumaru of the Western Lands, she would never forget him.
A/N2: If you like this and would like me to make another one to where Kagome responds please let me know R&R if you want, and remember no flames