Rose…
As I stand here watching the sun set I wonder where you are.
It's been nearly two years since I last saw you and I begin to wonder if I will ever see you again.
Tears run down my face as I try my hardest not to think of what might have happen to you.
I tried to stay strong but it's no use, I'm nothing without you.
My heart breaks knowing you will never be here, spending the rest of our lives together.
Your obsession with Umbrella has torn us apart and left me heavily hearted.
I fall to my knees crying as a small hand touches my shoulder.
I look up and see the face of the reason I go on.
"Mommy why are you crying" her voice is soft and sweet.
I'm unable to answer her as more tears fall down my face.
She looks at me with those sweet eyes of hers, the eyes of her fathers.
And it makes me want to scream knowing she will never know him.
"I'm just sad, Rose" I know she no longer believes me, as she sees me like this day after day.
"When is daddy coming home?" I knew I couldn't keep telling her that he'll be home soon.
"I don't know sweetheart, soon" As she looks at me my heart finally breaks as I see small tears fall down her face.
I blame myself for making her believe he's coming back to us.
I take her in my arms as those tears now turn into small rivers of emptiness and loneliness.
I wish there was something I could tell her to make this feeling go away, but deep down inside I know there's nothing.
Soon it starts to rain and we stay like this holding each other as we cry.
As time goes on something deep down inside me tells me that something has happen to you.
I pull away and look at the only thing I have left in this world that reminds me of you.
It kills me to know that our daughter will never know you, Chris.
And it kills me to know I will never see you again.
Okay I wrote this while I was watching Moulin Rough……weird I know. I hope you like this. Sara A. Wesker.