Hey this is one of my newest stories. I don't get to type up my stories often but im slowly getting more time to. So bear with me. I hope you enjoy.

Disclaimer: Richelle Mead owns Vampire Academy. No matter how hard I wish. It's just the way it is.

I left. I left the court. Dimitri's love faded, Lissa was too wrapped up in Dimitri and I felt invisible. I left and went to Russia.

Before I left the queen had a chat to me. She said a shadow kissed dhampir will have the power to destroy any Strigoi in her path.

She told me this because she thought it was me. I thought it was ridiculous at the time. Little did I know it was true.

When I was in Russia I went straight to Denis, Artur, and Lev. We hunted down Strigoi and killed them. Shortly after that was when I started feeling strange.

When I got angry my hand would glow red. After a while is when I figured that what the queen said was true.

I learnt that I could control all elements (including spirit) and a special one called Shadow. It's when I could control all the shadows and darkness and use it to kill.

We kept it a secret because Strigoi wanted me for it. If they tuned me I would become there leader and destroy everything.

They can only turn me through a special ritual and I have to be willing or it won't work. There are special group of Strigoi with over hundreds of little groups in it that know what I am.

Their mission is to get me for their leader. The original Strigoi. They will torture anyone who they think knows about me for information until they are dead.

They know I have special powers but they don't know what they all are. We hunt Strigoi and try to stay alive.

I haven't seen Lissa in about three years. I haven't seen any of them. Because I can control spirit I can block spirit dreams. I miss them. A lot.

Sometimes I will go into Lisa's head to make sure there all ok. They all have jobs teaching at the academy and are going well. I talk from Eddie from time to time but he doesn't tell the others.

All my thoughts were interrupted when I felt fear through the bond. A few seconds later my phone started ringing. I quickly answered when I saw Eddie's number on the screen.

"What happened" I asked.

"I know you don't want to, but we need you here" he seemed a bit hesitant.

"What! You know why I can't do that" I shouted.

"I know you don't want to. I wouldn't ask if it wasn't important" he shouted back.

"Fine. What is it"

"Its Lissa. She got a letter today"

"And you point"

"It was from a Strigoi"