Limbo
Darkness that was it all around her. No matter where she looked. She couldn't even be sure she was moving. In all honestly she couldn't feel anything. It was like she was just a consciousness floating in a sea of never ending darkness.
"How many did I subject to this?" She wondered. It was worse than hell! Danny's description didn't even begin to explain it. Sure she was now free of 'reaper'. She probably scarred her mother when she shredded herself.
"Mom, wonder if you took your door or not," She mused. If she hadn't there was a chance she would wind up like she had. She prayed to anyone who would listen that didn't happen.
Though she had to wonder if this is where you went for shredding yourself or taking the wrong door, what was hell like? How could anything get worse then this? She could only think of one thing. Seeing the faces of those she shredded on loop. Eternity of that would have even a harden criminal repenting she was sure.
"Wonder if the guys got my message," She wondered again, "Are they alright even did their plans work?" She hopped with all her heart they went better then hers. Though in the back of her mind a small inkling of doubt.
"Josh, Aiden please be alright," She prayed probably for the thousandth time. Her boys had to still be alive. If, no when she got back she would make it up to them. All the crap she put them through because of her actions. Any way she was able to. It was selfish she knew but they had to still be alive so she could.
Living with them the past year they were like a family almost. Most dysfunctional on the block but family none the less. She would get back and they would be fine. Just as the last part past threw her thoughts piecing the darkness a cold laugh sounded.