AN: Hey guys! This is my first fanfic ever! Im suuuuupr excited to be starting, and even if I get 0 reviews im gonna keep writing because I just love to write! So even if you hate my story, I love you! And I'll try to write better next time! ENJOY! (although I seriously suggest reviewing ;)

Pairings: DallyxSteve, maaaaybe A side story of PonyxJohnny (even though I don't like that pairing)

Disclaimer: I do not own the outsiders or any of the characters used in this story :/

CHAPTER 1- blame it on the alcohol

Dally POV

I was walking home from Buck's one night, well at least trying to, every few steps I'd stumble or trip, i finally gave up and just fell onto the curb and stayed there. I was the most drunk I'd been for a few years. I was trying to drink away all my confusion, all my sorrow, and all of my anger.

It all started early this afternoon. I stumbled into the Curtis' living room after me and Tim went at 'er. I really roughed him up good but he managed to get a few swings on me. I looked around me before I plopped down on the couch noting that the only member of the gang there was Steve. We sat in silence for a few minutes, until Steve decided he wanted to surprise the shit outta me. "You look pretty bad, you want me to clean ya up?" he said in a real quiet voice. I just stared at him in shock and barely managed a small nod.

He moved to walk to the bathroom, but I stopped him before he could take a step. I looked at him for about 3 seconds, then I kissed him; kissed him with all the passion I had. The kiss lasted for only a few seconds, but that was a few seconds to long. I let out a string of curses and stormed out.

I basically ran to the lot, and Dallas Winston is no coward, but I couldn't just stay there after what happened. I couldn't believe I kissed Steve! I don't even know where that came from. Was I gay? Not only no, but fuckin' hell no! So then why did I kiss him? I didn't know.. But I do know my story for when Steve confronts me, and I know for damn sure there will be a confrontation. I was drunk, before my fight with Tim I had a few drinks, come
To think of it that's probably why I started the fight but that's beside the point. So my story being that I was drunk and he was being so caring it was irresistible. He'll believe it, or I'll have to make him believe it.

Steve POV

I would like to know what the fuck just happened. I Was just sittin' in the Curtis' living room waiting for soda to come home from the DX, today was my day off so I was just gonna hang out with someone else from the gang but no one was there so I was just waitin'. So anyways, I was just mindin' my own business when dally comes stumblin' in looking just about ready to drop, although he would never admit he felt like shit.

We sat in an awkward silence for a few minutes when I realized he was bleedin' all over the damn couch. I thought about what I was gonna do for awhile and then decided just to go for it "you look pretty bad, want me to clean you up?" I asked in a voice so soft I scared myself. Dally looked just as shocked as me, but he gave me a slight nod.

I got up to get a cloth when I felt dally tug on my arm, i turned around to face him and I almost blushed. We were in such close proximity and to be honest I've always had a little bit of a crush on him. And then he kissed me! Dallas fuckin Winston honest to god kissed me!
It only lasted a few short seconds, before he started swearing and stormed out.

Now here I am still frozen in the same spot he kissed me, just staring wide-eyed at the door. I finally decided to go find him and ask him what the fuck happened. I walked out of the Curtis' house and right there on the porch was Johnny being pushed against a wall by ponyboy, ponyboy was assaulting johnnys lips, and I was just about to rip pony off Johnny before he raped him or somethin' when Johnny starts moaning ponyboys name, sayin something bout wantin more. You better believe I ran like hell after I heard that.

I was walking past the lot when it hit me that dally might actually (italics -)be in the lot. Sure enough I turned into it, and right there sat Dally.
He wasn't paying attention and I was only 2 steps away from him when he finally noticed I was there.

Dally POV

I was so lost in my thoughts, that when Steve appeared he surprised the shit outta me for the second time today. I jumped up and was just about to punch him when I realized that It was Steve and not Tim or someone else from his gang. I stopped and just stared at him, challenging him with my eyes to say something.

He seemed to be examining me and before he moved his eyes into a blank stare I couldda swore I saw a look of lust. I didn't think Steve swung that way. But then the confrontation began, Steve started talking in a low, slightly menacing voice "Dallas. Would you like to tell me what the FUCK just happened." his voice raised a bit when he said fuck.
"well Stevie-" I said in a cool tone "-I want cha to tell me, I mean you fuckin kissed me back so its not all me. But I will admit I was drunk, that kiss pretty much sobered me up." I said glaring icily at him, to make sure he believed me.

He stared at me for a long minute, I saw a flash of anger in his eyes before he spoke " Dallas Winston. Your bullshittin me. I've seen you when your drunk and that's nothin like how you were. Plus I know you wanted to kiss me, you may not think so right now but oh, you will. Your as queer as the day is long Dallas! Your a Gay, a faggot, whatever you wanna call it! Just. like. Me."

I couldn't believe somebody would talk to me like that. Nobody talks to me like that. I glared at Steve for a few seconds before I made my decision. I punched steve so hard he stumbled and fell into the fence I towered over him and gave him my most menacing look " I ain't no fuckin queer, and I ain't sorry at all for punchin you!" I spit at him.

I stormed away swearing under my breath. All the way till bucks when I realized I could get rid of all this feeling, I instantly calmed. I walked into bucks announcing that I was there, walked up to the bar and got myself 9 beers, sat down on the couch and got to drinkin.

It wasn't until I was lying on the curb, pissed drunk. That I realized I was lieing to Steve.. And myself.

AN: Hey! First chapter! I hope you guys liked it! :) I'll update soon! And btw idk where I'm going with this story, I'm just writing! Well until we meet again..

-Jordaan :)

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