Title: The Olsen Epiphany: Loki's Season

Pairing(s): Thor/Loki

Minor Pairing(s): Thor/Sif, Loki/Sigyn

Rating: NC-17

A/N: People who are familiar with my stories, I usually have strong sexual content. This particular fic involves descriptive homosexual and heterosexual intercourse. Just so we're clear.

Summary: AU. Loki Olsen always felt she never fit in with her family. She knew her parents wanted another boy, so she acted like one. She buckled under the pressure of being in the shadow of her older brother: Thor. But, when she finds out she was adopted, her world starts to fall apart. Even worse, she starts to develop feelings about her older brother. What's a gender confused girl to do? Fall between the cracks? Or rise to a challenge and fight the internal battle between who she wants to be and the approval of others.

Summer

The Olsen household had stood out the most. The Olsen's were very prestigious indeed, with the mother a doctor: nurturing to her patients. The father, a well-known community advocate: Empathetic to the town's wants and needs. The son: Thor. He seemed to have developed his parent's kind nature along with charming good looks and a generally fun personality. Then there was Loki. She was kind of just there… Lingering around her older brother Thor, fading in the background any other time. Not to mention her cross dressing. She was strange, yet she wasn't worth noticing. Why was that?

She rolled between her blankets. She was only wearing boxer briefs, the heat of from the night before was killing her but, fortunately school would be starting back soon. And she'd have the feel of air conditioning on her skin once more. Loki let out a yawn as she stretched, a squeak exited from her pink lips. She resented her feminine sounds and tendencies. She kicked the covers off as she scratched at her flat tummy. Vociferous footsteps came towards her bedroom, she didn't seem fazed. She continued to stretch, ignoring the sounds. Loki was less than concerned; of course it was only her brother. The blonde finally reached her doorway; he idled there with a smirk.

"Put on a shirt Loki." He said with a laugh as he pulled on his own t-shirt. She shook her head and rolled her eyes.

"Hey we're all guys here…" Loki replied as she sat up on her bed, stretching her arms. Thor shook his head at his sibling for a moment then his eyes wandered. Loki noticed this, she quickly lowered her arms as she walked towards the door, still noticing her brother glancing at her intimately, or so she believed. She started to close the door on him. Thor let out another laugh.

"What happened to us all being guys?" He chuckled. Loki shook her head and finally closed the door. She jogged over to her dresser and glanced at herself in the mirror. She let out a sigh as she looked at herself in it. Her reflection taunting her, instead of beginning a storm of self-loathing she actually took a look at herself.

Her raven hair barely reached her shoulders, a good thing for the most part. But everything else was terrible; she was a skinny thing with a girlish figure- large eyes and pink lips. Her eyes trailed down her chest towards her breasts, they weren't huge but they weren't tiny either. She motioned her hand to cup one of them and gently squeezed it. She let go of it quickly and let out a sigh. Loki peered harder at herself she didn't even bother looking in her underwear, but what fascinated her at the moment was her boobs. Loki motioned her hand over the other breast, her thumb traced over her pink areola. Unknowingly she let out a soft moan, before now she hadn't explored her upper body. Curiosity struck because of Thor. She stopped herself. It was probably all in her head anyways.

Loki pulled her breast binder from out of her drawer and fastened it over herself, then put the rest of her clothes on. Usually, a t shirt under a plaid shirt and jeans along with a baseball cap she brushed her hair backward before she put it on, and finally assumed she was ready for the day. Silence fell upon the breakfast table when Loki entered the room. She looked downward as she headed towards the cabinets. Her older brother stalked behind her. Loki wasn't a fan of being around her parents when Thor was around. She quickly headed for the front door, but was quickly stopped by a hand on her shoulder. She jumped a little and spun around, it was simply her father.

"Loki, don't go wandering today. Stay close to Thor." He said, he patted her shoulder before heading out the door. She turned as her eyes watched her father get into his car and drive down the road until he was no longer visible. She finally went outside and sat on the porch to wait for her brother. She hated this, how her family thought she'd be clueless without him. It was so clear that they loved him so much more than her. She knew why, at least she believed she did. She would curse the day she was born a girl. A boy is what they wanted; she could see it all her life. But, she could take care of herself fine she groaned as she rested her elbows on her knees and started at the road in front of their house. Not much to her surprise, a pick up drove pass their house slowly. It was filled with rowdy teens.

"Hey! Loki, you seen Thor? Is he in there?" A girl shouted from the back. Loki exhaled angrily but then shrugged with a smile.

"Haven't seen him all morning Sif, try the shed…" She said pointing at the shed in their front yard. Sif shrugged at the others and hopped out the back. Loki started to grin as she watched the girl move closer to the shed, she bit her lower lip in anticipation.

"Huh-AHH!" Sif shouted as she slid into a deep hole in front of the shed, it was covered with sticks dirt and grass. Loki quickly ran over to spy at her work, she started to laugh hard. Thor's friends always fell for that trick. She held her sides as she laughed at the girl flailed in the hole.

"Ugh! LOKI!" She shouted. This only made Loki laugh harder. Until she was grabbed from behind, the other body lifted her- Hogun, pulling back her arms. She winced in pain.

"What is your deal you little twerp?"Hogun yelled, he pulled harder on Loki's arms. "Stop it guys!" The deep voice of her brother rang out behind them. Loki was immediately released as Thor jogged over to help his friends.

"Really Loki? The hole trick again?" He said with a laugh. His friends weren't as amused. Thor continued to chuckle though. "Don't even fret guys, just another one of his little boyhood pranks. You know how Loki is by now…" Thor moved closer to her putting her in a headlock and noogying her. Loki squirmed wildly. His friends shook their heads as they headed back to the pickup. Thor quickly let go of her and headed from the truck as well. Loki took her sweet time.

"Didn't you used to be a girl?" Hogun said with a sneer. Loki stopped in her steps as her jaw hung open. The others had already gathered in the truck.

"Loki! Hurry up and get in or stay home!" Thor shouted, Loki was broken from her daze and jogged over to the truck, hopping inside as well.

The first stop was the supermarket to pick up some booze and food. Thor's friends wasted no time. They parked the truck and everyone dispersed from the vehicle. Of course, Thor's friends walked fast and farther ahead. Thor placed around Loki's shoulder as they walked.

"Aw look, Thor loves his widdle brother!" One of his friends shouted from the sight. Loki quickly lowered her head and looked away. Thor simply shrugged as he shook Loki by the shoulder.

"You're right. I do…" He said with a grin, he looked down at Loki- she said nothing. Thor shrugged and didn't let go of her. When they reached the entrance of the supermarket, Thor's friends strolled in like that owned the place. But Sif stopped Loki before she could enter.

"The kiddie has to stay outside Thor." She said with a grimace. Loki's eyes widened- wider than they usually were. She glanced at Thor, who surprisingly just shrugged. She feared the worst.

"Then I'll stay out here with him." He said with a shrug. Sif shrugged as well and went inside. Thor dragged Loki away towards the back of the market, he plopped down on the pavement and pulled Loki down with him. She fell in his lap for a minute but quickly scrambled off. Thor pulled out a cigarette from his pocket and placed one in his mouth, lighting it. Loki looked at the cigarette longingly.

"I wan-"

"No." Thor said before she could even finish her sentence. Loki groaned as she stared ahead. Thor turned his head and stared at her, she pretended he wasn't.

"Loki, are you ever going to dress like a girl again?" He sighed as he took a drag. Loki shrugged as she let herself fall backward on the pavement. She heard Thor scoff, it appeared her answer was unsatisfactory.

"Remember when we were little and we would take baths together?" Chuckling, Loki heard Thor exhale. She shrugged again. "Remember the games we'd play?" He laughed. Loki stared upward at the sky nonresponsive. Thor turned his body then hovered over her. "Do you? There was one- it was so cute. We'd see who could make the tub water move the most." He started to laugh. Loki sighed and looked away. Thor frowned; she could see it through her peripheral. He turned his face back to looking at him.

"You don't talk a lot anymore, do you?"

"Not really…"

"Loki, how do you… y'know- when people think you're a dude?" Loki looked away from her brother for a moment. Thor tilted his head, showing more interest in the answer.

"I don't. I haven't met a girl who likes me enough to even—" She stopped herself before she relinquished too much information. Thor simply smiled as he positioned himself more on top of Loki, grinning. She raised a brow at him.

"When you were three, you loved me so much." He started to reminisce again. "You kissed me every day." She shrugged, of course she loved Thor. She's loved him more than any of his friends ever loved him. What was he getting at? They stared at each other for a moment, Loki gave Thor a faint smile. It caused him to grin even more. He lowered his head, slowly he would move his face closer to hers. He flicked away his cigarette butt and grasped his sister's wrists.

"Thor?" A voice said. Her older brother quickly shot up, Sif had found them. Loki leant upward, adjusting her cap.

"We got foods and booze!" A voice yelled on the other side of the lot. Thor stood to his feet dusting himself off the pulled Loki upward as well.

"C'mon bro."

The night was filled of drunken shenanigans from thereon. Loki didn't care for drunkenness with Thor's friends. But, a drink was a drink right? They parked in a clearing where they met up with other teens from their neighborhood and drank into a stupor. Of course Loki wasn't allowed a lot due to the presence of her brother. Not to mention they were bullying her all night.

"Thor's brother looks like such a homo!" One of them yelled, they all busted into laughter. Loki sat on a log by herself, trying to drown out the insults. She took a long gulp of beer, when a girl plopped next to her.

"You're Thor's brother right?" She asked, Loki gave a lazy nod as she watched her brother with his friends.

"I'm Sigyn, you're pretty cute. Must run in the family?" She said with a wink. Loki shrugged as she stared at her brother. Sort of ignoring Sigyn, she didn't give up easily though. But Loki started to feel drowsy during their conversation; her drink was finally getting to her. She swayed a little then finally fell over, blacking out.

"Mother and Father wouldn't be too pleased to hear I got my little brother drunk…" Loki heard Thor's voice, she blinked a few times she tried to make a noise. But Thor quickly covered her mouth. That was when she realized they were home and he was carrying her to her room.

"Shhh! You want us both to die?" He said in a panicked whisper. She closed her eyes once more as she felt herself being laid on her bed. She heard Thor muttering something, it was unclear.

"This shouldn't be hard. I used to get you ready for bed all the time. Back when we shared the room... remember that bro?" Loki heard that, she turned her head as Thor spoke, yawning. He was pulling off her sneakers and cap, he tossed them aside then tended to her shirts, pulling them off and removing her chest binder. Loki tried to speak, but it came out more as drunken slurs.

"Oh I know! I know, you want to sleep. Give me a second, we're almost done." He said in a baby voice as he started to pull off her jeans, now she was in her original state from the morning. Thor hovered over her for a moment. Loki let out a small moan, making him move backward a bit.

Loki moved her hands to her breasts and started to squeeze them softly as she squirmed a little on her sheets. Her fingers circled around the tips of her nipples and she moaned a little louder. And it appeared that Thor wasn't moving. She started to rub her tummy with one hand as she rubbed her nipple with the other. She whimpered in pleasure as her fingers trailed down to her crotch. She rubbed herself from the outside at first but after a few lustful breaths she finally slid her fingers into the boxer briefs, rubbing her clitoris relentlessly. Loki's body writhed in pleasure, for some reason she thought of Thor's question of if she ever did it before. She thought of the girl she met at the clearing, she thought of Thor looking at her that morning. Loki's fingers circled her clit repeatedly as her lower body burned in pleasure. Her hole throbbing, she wouldn't dream of even trying to penetrate it with her own fingers. No matter how much it appeared to crave it. She shivered as her button started to throb, she was coming. Her panties were damp at this point. She bit down on her lip and bent her knees in, everything became tight then suddenly a loose stream of pleasure flowed through the area, she was sweating. She was ready to start up again but she felt the hand of Thor grasping her wrist and pulling her hand out of her briefs.

"Loki…Stop it." He said sternly. The younger sibling squirmed a little in his grasp trying to reach for herself again.

"No…" He whispered as he turned her over, pulling her covers over her. She felt him lay a kiss on her forehead before exiting; she finally drifted back into sleep.